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2008-03-04T01:00:00.001-08:00

Those who had link me in your BLOGS

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Love
LittlePrince

2008-02-15T11:15:00.000-08:00

A MINI POST
Pics & vids will upload soon!

Super busy week had finally reach an end and soon will be more in future
but its so fun though!
i choreograph the dance steps like a full song felt satisfaction!
course four of us manage to pull it off when we learn all the steps with only like
2hours?

was having some problems with myself..
lucky always got sam to listen to me and lynn to enourage..
like wad i told sam..its such co-incidence at that place..
well no matter what professional ..dont bring personal to stage!

while on stage was like totally "Huo.Chu.Qu"
carmen was like just now u never talk go up like wah super high~ hahaz..
Professional ok!

Going to IJ girls school tommrow to help them do their hair styling
as they have a fashion on going tmr!

end here 1st

Rising-Sun!

REPLIES.REPLIES.REPLIES

2008-02-08T07:56:00.000-08:00

DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
TRYING VERY HARD TO BE [PATIENCE]

2008-02-02T14:46:00.000-08:00

where are you when i need?
where were you when im down
where were you when i need warm

im not blaming you but this period is real hard for me
i know its hard for you too i totally understand alright :)
but you cant blame me for being down right?

i did not lie or hide things.. and i work hard for everything
including responsible for things im not suppose to do so..
saw tyra show yesterday i hope my family sees it
well even if they see.. i guess they just think that they are "ANG MO's"
and different from us..
its so fuck up please!

no matter how hard no matter what it takes..or what shits you got from your childrens
you got a full responsible to face it.
have you ever think that why is your son so hot temper?
or attitude problems at times? or talking back?

is all this INFLUENCE or Learn Bad?
WHY not think that why do i have this and why do i act like this?
then blaming on 2 words which is (INFLUENCE & BLAMING OTHER PEOPLE)
simply you dont like him.
and think he change me..

OH ISIT! why not look at ownself first?
Yell at me when im talking sense. and said i always "KAN BU SUN YAN NI MEN!"
GREAT! you all since you said..
im not one of the family i guess.. it came out from my own MOTHER~
how great it is.

am i suppose to take it? and understand again?
for all this years everyone who knows me sees it alright!
im not always right but what about you then..
saying sorry to me through SMS? FOR WHAT!

Because maybe im going enlisting soon?
or just dont want to strain the family relationship?
yes i know you do love me.
but perhaps im totally numb!

when i see the sms my heart was soft again but when i am home?
nagging softly to yourself FUCKS!

and when i kept quiet and dont talk? end up i can predict for sure say i never talk and dont want to talk! for sure!

no matter how PISS i am i make sure although im at my limits but i never said things out at all!
BUT this time at my blog i fuck care~

to you is a small thing when my brother small my dad bring him out and bought him ice cream.
me? i am not comparing but i of course not happy..
when i was born my dad never treat me all this he dotes on my brother more
although he still beats him

this is said out from my own parents mouth not me!and am i suppose to act as im ok?
i have to act like a SON plus HUSBAND DUTY
wad a joke!

all along u all said AMOS all along very guai and understanding now change..
HELLO? i am like this last time because i understand and care and now?
end up you all only blame people i know and my friends.

before start blaming why not do some self reflections?
people who knows me to my personal things.
knows its since a long time i complain in my blog!
i kept this on going for years and years and they heard about it
see me cry infront of them.
what about you all? 3 words " we love you "

Buy clothes buy this and that .. is you think what i want.
all i want is understanding and not flaring up! every single time and saying im small.. still small and small again FUCK YOU
if you guys realised im 20!

my brother EVERY SINGLE NIGHT is not at home till like 3-6am!
is like EVERY NIGHT! and me? once im out late
a SMS COME "Y SO LATE?"
can u stop me from comparing?
its fuck unfair and im not like going malaysia and stuff!
i go out to eat thats all!

you guys just want FACE!
i guess if you guys know this will only say why i say all this isit because there is people brain washing me and why i type this people can see it!
all you guys care is FACE!

i will still care but no as much im numb.
the scar is real deep! and im not the one to cut it my own! its you guys
for your information~!

how many nights my love one is not around and you guys as family like this so many years .. most of the night i tear ALONE! just to let you guys know
and when i wake up? i MOP THE FLOOR and start a new day..do u all know?

im just a JOKE.

i done a SIN AND GOD KNOWS
But im sure he knows what im thinking too!

everything god here and there~! why not look at yourself first?
and not blaming me , other people and saying i never go church and THATS WHY!

2008-01-23T11:06:00.000-08:00

Its time to do some SELF-REFLECTION

A list for myself
things i have done so far:

*I have been stronger than i never expected i would be
*Work Very hard for my vocals & dance
*Met great and encouraging instructers
*Did things that i never think i would done
*Achived from performing on stage to fliming on channel 8 to fliming at SCV channel
( thanks to our beloved school supporting system for everybody)
*Painted my own room myself
*Top part braces is off and tolerating the pain that i never think i can tolerate
*Gave someone Happiness

Things i am going to do:

*Earn more money
*Be more alert with my pair of eyes
*Learn to say NO

eg :

-Amos can you? reply : SURE!
-Amos will you? reply : Of Course!
-Amos hmm... reply : YES?
-Amos please help.. reply : Yeah Sure What is it?

*Be more Humble but Hilarious >< HEH!
*Be more patience and more understanding BUT only towards certain peoples
*Learn more Skills
*too much to list BUT things that i have never done

As life goes by learn more gain experience..
Clubs and etc its just fun but into it? HELL NO~!
examples to list that i seen but i dont give a damm? -Horlla!-
i be better than anyone of u dream off..

From now on:
i will follow the flow of the ocean but when i am serious i will be as cold as ice

UPDATES SOON!

2008-01-13T13:44:00.002-08:00

My MOTIVATION~!

i will pull it through..
story still go on and on :)

2008-01-13T13:44:00.001-08:00

Boredness~!
its obvious but dont like people keep talking about the same topic
anyway this is who i am & i am who i am :)

repainted my room saving up to furniturish them , friday going to Ikea with
lynn & sam. wheee~
and i want a pomeranian leh.

finish watching Romantic Princess
nth to watch anymore~
dammit! bitorrent is taking way too long ...

media is copying other countries program
copycats everywhere.
dont immitate but create please.
korea japan & hollywoods is way much better

2008-01-13T13:44:00.000-08:00

2008-01-10T12:58:00.000-08:00

HAVING FLIMING AT :

!

for two days~ thats so cool!
dance of yesterday those have have SCV
should have catched us LIVE! at 8pm tonight~
we will be there one hour full.

yesterday had fliming at school with shake hikel
His hilarious!

anyway today has fliming with him again & jamie yeo and others.
had fun today though

shot entry for today~ (Im tired!)

-END-

2007-12-30T08:23:00.000-08:00

This entry gonna be harsh.

yesterday went to bugis and headed to drink at DR8.
drink from 8pm - 2am plus.
bro came to fetch me and all of us headed to eat supper.
reached home at almost 5am.
slept till 2pm+ almost 3pm.

Life sucks & Love hurts

My life?

lols. perhaps my mind is drunk abit.
i trusted you yet? u are an adult yet i guess i have grown up abit.
u gain my trust now u lost it , its ur consequences.
dont message my facebook annonymously saying
"u wish i could trust u" save it please.

i wanted a job so badly yet? u nv even get mi a job.
yet my ex senior ask mi if i wanna re-join. but i declined it for other
reasons i have. whats this?
stop ur trash get a life u dont have one.
my msn nick , face or anything i dont show anything
does not means i dont know anything.
need not say much. LOST everything u got.

My love?

well.. im glad dat some people know already.
well not that bad la mine , i never get cheated nor anything.
im not abandoned either im still happy.
trusr everything i have i really glad dat i have that.
but perhaps everything will be real fine next year after i enlist.
this period i guess i should not leave in the past.
though i rather need u badly.
but u cant be there of course i understand.
i mean we both know. u must be very xin ku.
i will work hard for u.
i love u!

people i would like to thanks :

Precious Brother (JunJie)
Precious sister (Irene jie)
7years God sister (Esther jie)
Sister : Carmen
Brother : Fangzhi
Buddies : Sam & Lynette

2007-12-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

im back!
no choice to pleased her
so brought her out
tolerating the whole entire day haven end yet.
tmr morning again. BOREDNESS!

went town today bought a cardigan from TopShop
and a top too.-Love it-:)
nth much today.

YESTERDAY
21dec

went out at evening meet BP & FZ at town.
headed to pepper lunch for dinner.
followed by PartyWorld.
k songs till like 11pm
headed to LongJohn at cenei to have a BITE.
BP Cousin fall aslp! so accompany him until 4am den we went home.
so meantime went to Gloria's Jeans to slack

THeDAYb4 yesterday
20dec

went vivo the whole entire day!
how i wish everything will be like this day
so simple yet enjoyable - Imperfectly Perfect :)
Shop around we do not have much cash din intend to spend much too
went to Topshop Pull&bears XingTianDi Pets Safari and etc.
slack at FR had Kimchi Fried Rice.
Cravings for korean foods
ate my frav Pancakes and etc.

9.05pm MOVIE TIME!

Veri nice show!
always been loving Chipmunks. SG cant have one so sad.
getting hamsters soon!
saw some new breeds maybe getting those new breeds.
CONSIDERING humph?

Theodore is so cute
the most lovable chipmunk in the movie.
my fravourite chipmunk of all

~HERES theodore pics

Wednesday
19dec

after dance ran off!
BP waiting for mi so we went to our first met place STARBUCKS!
dont think so much k. soon it will be over.
i will be outside waiting for u :)

2007-12-17T12:16:00.001-08:00

woke up today
had a bad news.
its so fast not even end of the month.
or early next month.
its next week!

thinking positive that why should we stuck at this period
faster pass and how many shits in future
at least we are confirm always there for each other.
im trying to think positive too
HOPE u can come out before i enlist :)

cleared some shits today but not settled some shits
BP know wad i mean.
do wad u want and not regret in future [i agreed]
which im fully prepared not shutting people mouth by saying it
but its my own blog i express wad i want in here.
i myself fully have no regrets!

i will continue to bare & care for my family.
but i will still do wad i am doing :)

i will miss u so much
but hope time flies really fast this time round.
and not anymore this kind of things.
its really hard to be apart.

i know BP read my entired

Sugar Dreams
Strawberries kisses
Chocolate hugs
Vanilla Moments

awww i know u love mi eh.
so do i :)

2007-12-17T12:16:00.000-08:00

Soon
everything will be back to square one.
perhaps end of this month or early next month
hope all this pass faster
although nth is yet wad i want & wish
but so far its inperfectly perfect.

like carmen said : Determination!
i can do it!
i have never regret as im prepared for the consequences
although i may not like it or love it.
or i may hate it
but since i have chosen my own i shall jolly well prepare for it.
and i am :)

but i just dont understand that why peoply are asking doing something for them.
be it wad kind of position it is. it just annoy me when the main person its me
and im prepared. i know they care but yup.
i wont say WHO CARES but above is wad im prepared :)

ANYWAY yesterday
went out to coffee club
had lunch over there was so nice and i enjoyed.
how i wish everyday can be like this
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

bought this cap at 77th street.
love the design of the cap and it suilts u too!

sorry gonna keep it simple as it should be low profile.
u know wad i mean BP :)

TODAY

went out at evening to meet BP FZ & Carmen
we went to soul Garden to celebrate.
headed to CoffeeBean to had a cake for u. Birthday Kid
hope u like it

headed to DXO but weird today no people.
due to rain bahz.
coz normally Dxo be it wad there will be alot of peoples.
went off at 12.30am.
so Fz took cabby home
and let him went home first too
coz i rmber i left him at LP alone few months back.
this time round i shld be last to go home.
after they left

i waited awhile for another Red Cab as
thats the cab dat nv increase Fare.
reach home go some SHITS
dont wanna mention

see her buy so much FriedRice
and i ate half of it.and now my stamach is in pain!
but tmr she sees i din finish sure say i nv eat and im too thin.
fact that i did eat.
and i care and end up? HAHA i get shits.

2007-12-06T09:31:00.000-08:00

my kneel hurts!
was keep kneeling down and slighting thats why.
but only pain will heal soon [speedy recovery]
its all worth it.
more to go!
JessicaHo.Rain.Se7en.JustinTimberlake.Show!

yesterday i was dead tired.
as the day before we had rehersals
reach home almost 12am+ ard there.
bathed and stuff its already hmmm...
did not really sleep , but woke up at 5.30am to prepare rush to sch.
oh nono went to Macs to meet Sam Lynn & Fab had beakfast there at 7am+
headed to sch to do our Hairdo.WarmUps.MakeUps
envy lynn got car so cool pls.
her 19th yr old bday was a car can! hahaz.
so cool she drive like so proud i have a friend like this hahaz.

perform at NTU. after that all of us headed to JP to have lunch.
and follow by we all watched Enchanted second time at JP

really a nice show. 4star?
head home by the time was like 8pm almost 9pm. really so dead tired already.
AJAJA! more applause to come from us!

while shopping with Yanz&sam was thinking some things la.
as im dead tired den flashback on memories.
wonder how ppl can shop ard like so many of them.
money drops? are they happy of wad they have? as in their lives?

should not give up though.
but i envy when the day come with fully freedom so that i can walk ard during my free times.
i have targets and yet to success! here i come!

recived a call make mi freak out i mean really make mi worried.
and tense up. because of some issues.
as i was really tired but i took a cabby down.
end up?
GOSH!
MyBigPrince is temp BACK!
but Temp but its ok still long way for us to go..
pass 49days suddenly was like a small thingy and its worth it!
Carmen&Fangzhi if got read my blog dont say i nv tell u guys huh.
see here u all know wad i mean.
Temp back for 2-3weeks only.
sigh but its alright!

went out today with BigPrince
really vanila moments we had today and we do change really alot!
Strong.Feirce. we shall pull it off together!
slping now as Prince took medicine for his heart.
Chocolate hugs
Sugar Dreams
strawberries kisses
Vanila Moments

Sam tag me some photos.
with my old hairstyle
i tot dat was a good shot and angle! heh!

after i edited my photos.
i feel its like BOA - moto Music video
the feel and the effects.
heez.
Rehersals tommrow!

BigPrince Welcome back! although its Temp!
but it will pass its matter of time.
work hard together alite!
muacks

2007-11-29T05:51:00.000-08:00

4th letter!
gonna go ari's house to collect it later on.
coz his not at home.. boredness cant read until his back den.
Supposely have rehersals but sam & lynn got sch at night so cancel.
too bad ar Bro(Fangzhi) got rehersals lols.

Tommrow BBQ!
i super duper long nv had a BBQ session
gonna be cel laoshi Birthday tommrrow.
Happy Birthday 1st ar laoshi!

i quited the job due to some reasons.
normally u hear stuff like the staff went MIA
but this time round is the boss went MIA
funny eh?! but its the truth.
ANYWAY im looking for new jobs
went to interview at XingTianDi wah hope i get in!
i love dat job if i can get in.

Choreopraghing new dance by JessicaHo - Getup
Crew will be Mi,Fab,lynn & sam so cool.
Satruday will be going down to watch mr pig concert at indoor stadium!Whee~
hope i can get some dance moves & learn from there.

2007-11-26T07:57:00.000-08:00

Some Recent Comments by Defiago

Back!
to do some updates because when someone is out
will know wads going on.

Tired & Exhuasted
with a fucking senior sucks.
maybe will be transfer to vivo city a no much crowd outlet.
frankly i will be more den happy though.
to mantain a counter by my own hands =)
she's like devoted to this job.
perhaps she only know how to do this job bahz.

Told kim some issues she reply "is she want to find fault"
although kim is younger but hey she is really wanna find fault.
peice of trash please
kim laugh until cant take it when i said about some styleling! LOL
styleling <- Broken English Kim know wad i meant.
anyway im not the best but im doing my best for sharon though.
and i dont treat is so seriously as i got more important things to do and aim for =)
Currently working in Tangs Mans Assets.
if there is any other approach i will move to others.

Daily ROUTINE

Tangs : 10.30am - 6.30pm
School: 07.00pm - 9.pm+

Tired! but can earn some bucks use my time to do something better den
playing online game like ms?or wadever. no offence to gamers like my bro hc
but to other ppl i met. aiya wadever please.

and also i know ppl do have works,projects,studies.
everyone suffer everyone work hard. hardwork pays off be it u like it or not.
if i have money i will still go and work still.
this is just life.
if u are tired take a breath and catch up again.
but not by stress and wadever shits and u talk rudely to your friends.
can be truthfull but mind your expressing thanks.
its obvious who im pointing to
this kind of issue is not to be tolerated =)

Big prince ar faster come back den 40days pass!
ppl do change but i never change but only drinking improve lots hahaz
and of coz ma vocals.
taking out my top braces next month! wheee~
went to cut Mr pig hair so happy u know prince?

this coming Saturday im going to Mr Pig concert
Excited!
tmr gonna be tuesday~ letter reciving day for mi
cross finger it comes..

oh YA and also past is past. contacting u back is just for the sake of contacting back. thats all if u wanna have a mindset of anything oh man.
sadded. simply u owe mi in the past if were to mention. =)
anyway im not avaliable for u Lols

18/11/07

2007-11-18T12:12:00.000-08:00

HEH HEY!,4am coming up to update!
kinna tired but im not use to sleeping early den

Today was woken up by fangzhi,oie no la not blaming u.
just updating *evil laugh*
suppose mi fangzhi carmen and yanz going for shopping&drinking at DXO.
but last min yanz she got something on cant make it
carmen was tonning at her friend house so she was exhausted.
Leaving mi and fz,lols
actually both of us wanna go shopping but our mood kind of sian tiao
so ended up everything cancel,lols

FZ wanted to go to Topshop & i wanted to go to Zara
but coz of our mood aiya sua!
save up next week we will go then.
though of SAViNG cause i just paid BigPrince Bills.
but ended up today din save up.

o.OWHY?
Hahaz cause i went to vivocity meet irene & esther jiejie
Irene jie was not feeling well so since im meeting her i brought some medicine down
for her =)

BadHairDay,but i dont give a damm on it,
everyday after you bath u can restyle your hair again no big deal.
ate cow'sJr. Freak was damm full after eating.
took cabby down to a pub that jie use to go nice place
oh there is this brother working there nick "Xiao Pang"[small fat]?
look so like clem can? irene jiejie also say so the acting the way they talk
they seems like cousins.
Anyway my vocals improve obviously but hardwork still going on.. sang all songs today in Original keys and WenLan - HappyBirthday
in guys key,YEAH! drank alot tonight real alot so many cups of martell
after that esther jie friend drove us to another pub drink there also.
abit drunk i felt so i went home but lucky im not that kind drunk anyhow talk or run
i just felt cant walk properly hahaz but i know what im doing.
took cab home i still went my house nearby to buy mummy her DARSchocolate.

reached home bathed with hot water but still feel half drunk

AIYA! enough of texting in my blog!

Some Comments For One Of My Dance Idol LuoZhiXiang ALAN

i agree with him photographers are werid they choose pic that are not very nice
when actually there are nice ones look at this below!

First glance not bad after few glance his mouth looks weird to mi.
the the bone dislocated.
but i still like him dancing i will improve on my dance,saw some vid on youtube
lenn gave mi some links so inspiring!
gonna dance well this Wednesday for class..

This Wednesday night 8.30pm

look out channel 8 at 8.30pm!
there is this show coming up,Princess & the Dude

they will be featuring my music sch & i will be dancing with one of my fren
a couple dance and our dance crew will be doing a group dance also!
my dance instructer who is also from the DanceFloor will be teaching dance to
the mediacorp artitse.LOOKOUT ok!
staytune to see who is the princess this Week!

SLEEPING AT 9AM

2007-11-17T15:26:00.000-08:00

Yawns! did not sleep the entire Both nights.
dont wanna sleep , i just not satisfied with my blogskin so keep on editing.
SUDDENLY realised *EEH!* its 6.45am!

its time my bro going to work
after waking him up , took my stuff went downstair
to get some cold drinks & breakfast.
walk the entire market nth much to buy ended up bought Seafood Spegetti
for my breakfast.
went home watch youtube videos Vic's new drama "美味關系"
SLEEP after that.

Woke up at 5pm.
Dad bought us SissorsRice Hokkien : KarTorJian for lunch.
so ate my lunch at 5pm.
7pm mummy went to buy dinner , kinda full after eating all this
edit my Blogskin again
TADA! its finally done!
surf net and chat with lin till now its like 7.40am already
she went to church , and im sleeping soon!
Going to drink tonight got to get some rest now.

I'll upload inspiring Videos up SOON!

Random pics

Unglamwhen at home.

going out =D

2007-11-16T10:40:00.000-08:00

Jie im back to update so u wont be bored can read already.
Im back to updates.
still feel alot and down but wad u/I got to do
no choice.

its been a month already
never fades only deep , 8 more months to go?
no blaming just sad thats all
been hardworking hope myself never fall so soon and keep it strong
wanting to make you proud =)
working very hard to mantain things so that u will not have much worries
about bills,internet

Next wednesday night 8.30pm
my school dance crew will be on tv including mi
i will be dancing a couple dance. Check that out!

Above vid from youtube i like this song alot.
Facebook is fun lols.
i must smile!
going drinking at dxo this SUNDAY! Yeah

cel laoshi taught us one phrase.
no matter how tight up u are , balanced up everything

2007-10-27T01:56:00.000-07:00

27October07

its the 10th day.
wont gonna say much in my blog.
but temp i wont be blogging [pls take note]
but blog will not close.
will be back

2007-10-19T11:54:00.003-07:00

22October07

just rch home its 9.45pm.
woke up at 1.30pm rush to make a statement.
till ard 7pm.
head very pain as i din eat the whole day.
went to ur room to collect some things i need.
hahaz smell the clothes got ur smell.
walk the way dat we use to walk.
its so hard for mi.

day 5

2007-10-19T11:54:00.002-07:00

21October07

i rch home at 6am ytd.
slept till 9pm to waste & pass my day.
and now i cant slp.
haiz.
its has been so hard for mi.
not torturing coz its worth to be patient.
but i really hard.
because im all by myself.

God i pray to u.
din know wad to say.
its just hard and heart souring.
i miss u
4.

2007-10-19T11:54:00.001-07:00

20October07

im very tired.
keeping myself fully pack.
today woke up late rch sch at 1pm.
helpout & rehersals
till 6pm.

today dance 7dance.
dead tired.
but its ok my promise for myself dat i wan to make someone special proud.
i did it today. =]
hope one day u would read my entries when the days u'are not with me.
i did my best today was a very emotional day for mi.
because u use to be there too.
den i did my best today no one to share the joy.
when out of the backstage and look same place.
but no one is there.
tearing abit..

went back to sch.
pack up went with clem laoshi carmen and etc to chomp chomp.
eat till like 10pm+
went to laoshi place till like 12am to almost 1am.
follow by went down to OCC till 3am.
headed to eat prata till now.
6am i just reached home.
im tired hope tmr i can slp longer so dat i can waste one day.
i just cant stop thinking.

3.

2007-10-19T11:54:00.000-07:00

19October07

woke up 1-2pm.
bcoz i only can slp at 6am i really cant slp.
woke up but refuse to wake up.
so rolling on my bed thinking alot
until almost 5pm.
prepared and went down to sch.

had rehersals tmr got performance
i have 7 dance to perform tml.
laoshi said i've improved!
which i always aim to be better esp this time.
because i want to make u very proud when u are out.
i nv fails to promise myself and workhard no matter how hard it takes.

i went online to find some ppl to talk to
ended up i got some comments
but lucky JJ is there for me thank u brother.
meet u next week k.
his one of the closest brother i have
never fails to understand mi not my temper BUT wad im talking.
really appiciate him alot.

hahaz
its only second day but i already going insane.
amos u can do it! JIAYOU!
2.

2007-10-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

17October07

few entires without photos.
just woke up coz my air-conditioner was sick
so call up the servicing to service.
now 2.44pm.noisy!

my troat is getting better! its been 2-3weeks.
finally its going to reover. but my cough just wont stop.
sigh..
long time nv meet jiejie.
yesterday mit up at evening headed to NP bought Balls of fury tickets.
den went to swensen had our dinner.
we only have like 1hour to finish our dinner after followed by the movie.
saw grace nice hair dye!
she was smoking outside starbucks

headed to GV to watch movie.
din expect MaggieQ to act in such cheap low production.
after movie went to Swensen again i had Crayfish pasta.hahaz.
march is reaching and i had to be in CD
update soon!

-Boring entry ^^V -

2007-10-08T10:54:00.002-07:00

13October07

waiting someone finish bathing.
he sebei tulan so do i.
wad a wonderfull landlord who likes to cheat on himself.
well dats ok.
its totally ok wad kind of hardships we nv encounter before? lols
its ok to cheat on urself.
pls go ahead

went town with him & fz
went cenei hongkong cafe.
ate quite alot. but din enjoy much as my troat is so pain!
speedy recover please.
3 of us slack till like 11pm.
took train home.

we are the strongest =)
ma online shop coming soon!

2007-10-08T10:54:00.001-07:00

09October07

came back felt like blogging.
haven bath. going to bath soon!
still felt sick and weak.
tmr going back to learn new dance for the mini concert.
hope by tmr im much more better!

went pasific healthcare to check up.
found out i have a big ulcer near my troat ard dat area.
and alomost dat area are swollen
gonna rest and take my med!
but lucky still can dance!
bathed!

2007-10-08T10:54:00.000-07:00

08October07

so busy!
but love it
some probs occur den but i manage to pull it off..
im strong indeed

thanks laoshi for talking to me
and supporting mi hugs laoshi!
oh my laoshi is the director of the sch.cool yea?
felt so sick again my troat is killing its not ulcer.
but swollen damm..
i nv sing much so confirm its not my prob is my health prob.
tmr going Pacific Healthcare to have a Checkup~

sorry those frens who worried for me.
and talking to mi abt my probs.its a major prob den.

learn a couple dance with jojo.we manage to learned it like 2-3days
count hours its like less den 24hours!we improved!
HAD FILIMING yesterday with Fiona xie & Brian Wong.
so stay tune in TV to check it out!
cant say much neither its confidential still.
so stay tune!

09/10

woke up abt 3pm.
troat hurts!
sms hc he came over to print his timetable
6pm+ i prepared and headed to NP
watched ResidentEvil the Extintion 3stars i give.
but i like the ending.
brought him home.
i took cabby home.
bro bought mi Beancurd from Beancurd City.
oh ya im a fire fighter! hahaz.
enlisting on next year march!
Civil Defense LOL
update soon!

2007-10-01T13:17:00.000-07:00

02October07

im getting Guinea pigs
soon.
ulcer heal soon den.its so frastrating.
but i manage to pull off den.
but seems like im a handicapped.

Ter was sick so poor thing.
he moved to a new room*misses*
but we will pull it through!
i belive with faith.
woke up at 3pm.
went dwn to buy foods for Ter as things dat he need.
took cabby to his place.
he acc mi to sch.

today had class with Patrick!
i think he has change den.but i still scare !
but i've improved as compare to the previous times i took his class.
after dat headed to KFC take-away eat at Ter's room.
oh anyway he know im pissed of something dat someone said.
although u're nobody but yup
u are nobody to say things like this
jealous? hahaz. Perhaps.

if pre is having nightmares will b fine.
hopefully no one is trying to do anything to him in dat place.
poor thing.
nv fails to worry den.
wonder when im at home or asleep wads happening of him den.
2days ago guess how Ter woke up?
its funny yet its scary and for mi im worried of dat.
big mirrors stick to the wall fell on him and hit him.
datz how he woke up.
those mirrors are right above his bed.
prays not to fall anymore

acc carmen she doing her work.
although im tired abit
but intend to wait till 530am to give morning call.
heez

pic in room

2007-09-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

01October07

updates!
performed today i chreograph my own dance item.
with some help of fab.
dance with jojo too..
sang & dance Passion today!
dont think its dat good but i did gave my best.
but there is lots of space to improved!
work hard!

todays fashion show.
ber my closest fren..help mi out to be our model.
and she walk the runway today.
omg she so damm pretty den..HAHAZ
even Ter agree..
well its the fact.
previously some idoits jealous abt her ok so be it.
i guy jealous of a gal? lame shit.

after dat went back sch to help abit.
went town with Ter , Ber went home as she sian and tired.
she rch ma sch at like 8am! hahaz.
anyway i had fun today.
be it is good or bad. but with the sch i did enjoy myself!

Message : JOJO

JoJo arh don think so much k.
nobody will say ownself are pros or good.
even we are good we will have space to improved!
nv fail will nv learn.
well many ppl says dat like u said to me.
when i told u that.
u told mi this.
hahaz..if we nv even fail we are good but we will nv feel wads call failing.
failing makes us more serious abt wad we are doing.
this applies to everyone.
pet on ur head!
i know u read my blog! hahaz.
slp early everyday k!
Sugar dreams
Big Warm hugs!

2007-09-23T08:08:00.001-07:00

26September07

its 2.30am i wan slp!
yet cant slp as my toungue got ulcer!
just put medicated cream on it so cant slp.
my toungue is like sticking out and dry pls..
sucks!

troat haven recover im like eating tons of medicine.
damm it!
finally pangya rank is junior already.
tmr 3pm going dwn to sch.
sunday performance ber is performing with mi!
so cool
she doing cat walks for fer's shop merchandise.
im dead tired
1month ago had 5ulcer
after ulcer heal fever!
fever heal now ulcer at troat WTF!

damm

2007-09-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

23September07

2nd Month =)

its been 6days i have been at home.
dead bored! and restless.
my fever has fully recovered left with my swollen troat.
i dont think its sore troat
it feel like an ulcer! SAD speedy recover.

went to Bugis
saw cady chat awhile..
went to theme : Gothic 77th streets (new open)
the things are so nice pls.
ohya meet ellien the Founder and Owner of 77th streets. chat awhile too.
hope one day i can be like her.
oh and i peirce my second ear hole at the newly open shop. hee

went Tamp Ikea bought some things home.
spend 20bucks. going to buy more!
going to do a make over ROOM edition.

i've got bleach in my psp! hee.
im tired.
Pictures will be posted up SOON =)
gotta bath!

update soon

Cascada - Another you

2007-09-18T21:28:00.001-07:00

20September07

bored at home.
not i have recovered its just the med effect makes mi better.
troat is killing mi.
fever still on..~~ THE BEST DAMM THING

YESTERDAY din able to go dwn sch
to celeb Lili's bday!
at here wish Lili Happy Birthday hor!

i want to find Brother&sister DVD series.
everytime din able to catch it ><
yesterday Ter went Camp. mummy cook porridge for me and feed mi.
was not able to even climb out of bed.
daddy bought mi drinks.
night ter came back from camp. bought mi donuts factory altough its heaty!
i din eat much.
but i drink lots of water
rotting at home.
tonight got 2 shows i wanna watch.
shld b on bed watching them bahz.
just watch Ellen talk show.
i got to go rest! update soon!

mummy cut the donut for me.
i can only eat like this now. sad

its in my dark room.donuts!

2007-09-18T21:28:00.000-07:00

19September07

time to update
since week i update.

realised i been performing
from april till now
i love it!
mi & sis felt now is better and we enjoy damm much!
how tired its worth and we had fun!

this year super lucky
pick up 2 phones & PSP.
save few hundreds to get one PSP ended up i got one FOC!
got ma leather bag.
new handphone! yeah happy happy!
but im in need of money its so hard
to get rich. gonna find a part time job soon..
i love busy life.
this 3days i been sick at home with high fever.
speedy recover!
in love with performing!
told Ter last nite hahaz. ppls ahem is wad manager of a bar
i MAY & HOPE to be an artist.much more better ar!hahaz.
*both of us giggles*

played Naruto in PSP so nice pls!damm Gaara is damm hard to fight.
Damm the sand!
ber got her com already.

Buying a pig soon!
saving up.
went sam's pet shop to see.
save up!save up!

my guppy has been alive for 6months.
precious guppy dat follow mi so damm long!
heh.

2007-09-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

08September07

com broke down as its too old
secondary till now..
Ter 7 mi save up and borrow some bucks from frens.
did a new unit for mi. at jason's shop.
know him for abt 3years.
dinknow his married and have 3kids.
susscessfull father!
thank u carmen irene jiejir and niza and Ter aunts.

complicated home i have so looking a job
found some but nt wad i wanted how it is.
i still prefer busy life and working life.
of coz performing also most importantly other things hahaz.
recently kind of busy Performing rushing here and there even im not performing.
i spend my day worthy.

oh ya TER bought mi k810i LOVE IT
now everything kind of stable i mean things dat i wan.
now its time to earn money.
its worth to be hardworking den slacking playing game 247
but tiring.

today perform at sq2 singing 2 songs.
went out of stage SHOCK! doc tan and small cheryl was there.
lucky i did well today i think.
daddy was there too!
follow by headed to Hougang to have dinner with dad and mum.
headed to jason's shop to collect my unit.

i pray to god hope everything goes fine.
im a good boy so far.
hahaz
update soon!

2007-08-30T04:13:00.000-07:00

30August07

Its Thursday
my TAMAGOSHI is DEAD. dammit!
this timr better feed it into evolved.
hope everyting is fine now.
work hard!

mummy went to get the medicine.hope its fine.
saw the percentage of the cancer.sigh*
Ter went checkup Doc say 2weeks later go for another Checkup.
both of u rest well.

irenejiejie ok ma?
rmber wad u told mi last time now u apply it.
sentosa soon!
went i go there i go visit u.
hahaz.

tmr have to perform for this last time for this month.
cross finger*
Godbless

2007-08-28T01:39:00.000-07:00

28August07

its been 4days since i got sometime to update.
had a BIG performance doned!
the runway show..
master the dance we did using 12hours.
did ma best though.
went 2 watch movie with ber and ter
kinda funny.
since days i been update
din know wad 2 type either.
shall stop here.

anyway my timings are on and off so if u wanna get back ur thing
pls contact mi and arrange coz
i don have time to arrange with u.
i gave u enough attention. =)

2007-08-24T14:00:00.000-07:00

24August07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST JIEJIE
hope u do feel better
as didi is always here 4 ya k.
like how u was there for mi dat time.
move on no matter wad it is!
jiayou
didi is just a call away from u `LOVES

had performance today i tot i did well..
but my hand sign kept doing dat the wrong thing but other den dat
i think im quite satisfied for the day.
ate some kind of restraunt at novena sq with jiejie and mummy.
jie headed to DblO .
so mi and mum and Ter went to GV watch HAIRSPRAY
was a very nice show but i guess is for ppl who loves dance and music
dat will be a nice show.
oh ya his a very good actor a super handsome actor pls.so charming.
and me? HAHA!
im not handsome anymore
but cute now.
i mean my hairstyle
went to cut a new hairstyle at far east love it!

ok i got to slp
going dwn to sch at 2pm.
sunday runway show!

JieJie & ME

=)

2007-08-19T10:02:00.000-07:00

19August07

back to updates
DAMM im dead tired.
today woke up kinda early to prepare for audition
but din get in due to some reason.
not dat im not good anw.but i rather go for bigger ones den.
meantime i shall go polish myself up too.
after audtion i din eat for like 6entire hours and drink pls.
12pm-7pm+
gosh gastric pain.

after dat went AMK hub eat my GongBao Food.
after dat went town for a walk with Ter.
bro(desmond) came to meet us. kinda long din meet up.
so 3 of us went coffee club to chat and chills.
end at abt 11pm. we went home.
had supper under my home coffe shops.
with Ter , mi & my elder bro.
going bath soon!

MILO my dearest doggie

2007-08-17T11:07:00.000-07:00

18August07

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

3 peoples in a roll birthday this week
13th Aug MUMMY
15th Aug Kor
17th Aug ME!

Mummy bday we went to KTV
went with mummy ter & daddy elder sister

14th AUG went ktv again
with mummy ter & Yanz
end KTV at abt 12am. reach home meet kor and niza downstair eat supper.
guess wad YEAH! my dearest BRO(JJ) came to find mi.heez
mi JJ TER NIZA MUM celebrate kor bday together and watch movie together
so fun pls!
roughly la forgot some and wad we did.

my bday!
jiejie came to wish me so happy to c jiejie.
rch home at 12am sharpe den niza hug me and wish me.
and bought mi a XCRAFT jacket wah love it to the silver sands!
slept early abit.
morning open door for TER go camp.
mi slp den prepare to go performance on my BIRTHDAY.
best bithday present i got for myself perform on stage! LOL
went to sch today mao jie did makeup for me.nice leh.
while maojie styling my hairdo suden celine laoshi switch off the room lights
and all surprise mi and sing bday song for mi with a Tiramisu Cake.
HEH!and laoshi bought mi a TOPSHOP top! yeah!
did a good job i think today!
and while singing mummy actually bought mi FLOWER!and a bear!
today feel like a super star! hahahz
SMALL LUOZHIXIANG LEH~
bleahz

after dat went to eat chicken rice
the rice was like RiceBall!cool right
took train back to yishun mummy mi and ter went GV watch 881.
the movie is so damm nice. saw kim at the starting of the movie!
my fren KIMBERLY is acting inside 881!
support her!
went downstair to eat supper with ter
happy birthday this year i guess
hope will have a better one in future!

cutest PIG!

love u guys!
thank you for everything
`LOVES

2007-08-12T12:25:00.000-07:00

12August07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM
since days i've update.
was too busy to even play my com.
Refrigerator was spoil so every single day got to go downstairs
to 7-11 to get my supper big gulp.
design a very simple blogskin kinna satisfied already

i will be damm busy soon again.
but thanks carmen keep helping mi put makeup hahaz.
she help mi real lots.
and Ter for keep supporting me all the way
and many more.

today performed at square2 i tot i did a good job today
as i did feel nervous at the backstage but when im on
today suprisely i din have any stage fright.
next week gonna have model walk again on saturday i think
Friday its my birthday! but im performing DANG!
no choice.4 more days to my BIRTHDAY!
Heh-Hey wonders..hmm..
today bought a pair of white leather like shoes in a cheap price.
and a pair of shades & cap.

oh jiejie rest well ok.
love ya jie

present i bought for mum

Majong Chocolate set cost 40bucks [i din buy waste money]

Chinese chocolate Chess Set

The leather like shoes i bought

my sundae~

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2007-08-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

Wednesday
080807

I AM INSIPRED!

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2007-08-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

Tuesday
070807

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2007-08-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
060807

YAWNS
just woke up its 2pm
Yesterday went out at afternoon acc niz go buy things
den she treat mi took cabby to town as Ter is already at there.
damm dat taxi driver drove till i wanted to puke.

went ard Ter got a new phone from singtel looks classic to me
follow by went Heeren saw the Golden Key i wanted long ago at 77th streets
so Ter help mi transfer to Fareast his fren shop
arrived in 2days.
Bought a Dazzle Tac from beads shop.

went carrefour bought 2pillows for $10 so cheap!
and 3new pocky collections
and HAHA a toothpaste cost $10! we bought it for $2
reason?
shhh only selected ppl knows hahaz.

Headed back to Fareast bought a Golden Diamond Mircophone necklace.
saw carmen at there too with her russian frens.
bought a belt too. coz my belt was spoiled.
dad & mum fetch us to Kovan to eat taiwan porridge
after dat headed home.

mum bought mi idian rice =)

SGH-Z720

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2007-08-04T19:12:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
050807

12 more days! Counting down.

Friday brought mum to far east bought
- Tie
- Shirt
- Cap
- Diamond ear stud
- Anklet

some unhappy things happen. but its over so its fine now.
i dont mean to be racist but damm those malay who did something to Ter.

Yesterday

woke up kinda early open door for Ter
den pangya abit continue slp till noon.
prepare was in a super rush.
took cabby down to MSQ to get kim's present hope she like it.
meet theng & Fab at cityhall headed to Aranda Country Club for kim's birthday.
remind mi of the
Ba-ram Ba-ram Ba-ram Dong Ka Dong Ka!
was fun yesterday!

Today

woke up super early like 7am+
supposely go down to pasir ris to meet Ter.
but ended up some issues occur so i talk to mummy.till like now 10.20am!
later meet Ter at 1pm to towning.
Update Again!
Pangya time Event its on

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2007-08-02T11:25:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
020807

Hmm..
simple life is good enough for me.
now wish everything so smooth worried abt my bro JJ wonder how is he.
wish to see him soon.
din save much this few weeks been a good boi doing housework at home.
packing room and my house
now its kinna neat.

Hope to meet jiejie soon too! miss jiejie alot.
last 2 days went to did my tatoo again.i love it and mummy din say anything.hahaz.
oh my computer mouse is covered with gold diamond studs at the side.
i custome made my mouse. love love love!
i belive jiejie see liao sure HAHAHA.
saw the pocky series in the net.
waiting for my NEW CREDITCARD & DEBIT CARD to arrive den i can import my pocky series.
i have most of them though but exortics ones i wanna collect.
i think my life is meaningfull now probs are still there.
but at least i am spending my time with plans

oh thanks carman she bake cookies for me.
ppl who dont see mi for a period of time
Dont worry im still the same old amos u known.
c u guys speedy soon!

ma tatoo

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2007-07-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
300707

had a normal weekend.
got to save up to fufill my wishlist.
Wii ps3 psp nitendo and etc.
yesterday we woke up bath and dad and mum brought us to AMK HUB to eat.
i just love the claypots there its simply nice.
bought fried bananas.
AMK Cathay super cool.i mean part of it.
watched BlackSheep not very nice to me.was kinna disgusting.
agree with sarah was not a real nice show.
Simpsom is next!

after movie was like 10pm.
dad came back to fetch us to Kovan to eat taiwan porridge 4of us eat our supper there.
bought foods for my doggies.
i love the Pug there is so cute.Fat ass
after dat went home.
slept. morning open door for him at like 7am. gosh we are pigs pls.
overslept everytime.took cabby back to camp.lucky was fine.

NOON mum called ask mi if i wanna eat claypot again as they are at AMK HUB again.
so nice pls.
mum bought GongBao food back for me.
and i was at home doing housework.
tmr got to wake up slightly early.to accompany him to cnpb hahaz.
mum need a carpet for her room she requested.
tmr walk ard to help her look out den.

Anyway i would like to use koren sentence in her friendster.
Koren lend while ar! hahaz.

An immitator calms dat he hate immitator
well pls grow up if u can.
i guess im at least not the riches in the world But im at least richer den u.
Dont forget im lifted my head up high and slp peacefully =)

random pics on this few days.

AMK HUB Cathay so cool!

Whole Almost complete Pocky collecttion Thank u!
`loves

Kitten actually i wanna bring home.

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2007-07-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
270707

its days since i update.
last few days went out which was like monday.
went out with ber to msq
we watch VACANCY the show i give 6star.

follow by everyday got ppl accompany mi slp
wahahaz..
mr having fever.Lols
helping him to do his Bridge army thingy.
helping him in photoshop & photostudio drawn out a bridge already.
left with filling in colors.

had rehersals
yup tmr performing at square2
3 dance.
BOA - Shine we are
interlude
anonymous

had a vocal competition Battle of the voices.hope i get in!
tmr after performance going down to NP for another competition.
ok i think im crapping alot
don even know wad im talking abt lols.

oh anyway.SO WHAT
to everything.

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2007-07-22T22:09:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY & MONDAY
22 & 230707

woke up like 8am prepare headed down to MrHavinFever place.
after dat headed down straight to town but before dat
we went to marina sq 1st.
din get to meet ber as we got some reasons and ber was kind of tired too.
so only 2 of us went MSQ den TOWNING
bought a flashImp Necklace.
and some charms for my key's keychain.

Thanks u very much.
Someone gave mi a REAL PRADA BEAR KEYCHAIN.
but was not realeasing now already was back den. but unique!
HEH! saw the latest version one BLACK COLOUR NICE!
went to LP 7-11 guess wad we got
POCKY POCKY! hahaz
Banana FLAVOUR its so nice.oh bought one for carmen too!
headed to lido we watch Harry potter and i agree was not very nice den.
NEXT got more to watch.took train home den we got supper for bro niza and mummy.
all eat together at home.
and all of us SLEPT

MRHavinFever just left my home headed back to Tekong.
me later meeting ber for her birthday today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

MSQ

DreamCAR

Banana Chocolate POCKY

Prada Robot Chain

the necklace i bought

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2007-07-21T11:54:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
210707

back to blog
been days since i've blog.
IM BACK~
had rehersals at Thusday nite till like 10pm.
meet Mr having fever yet come down.
at Starbucks chat till 6am.
the world is round,wanna hide things oh pls it will always uncovered one day.
i've been closer to everyone including my director celine laoshi.
due to some things la.she is my lao da! HAHAZ
had performance at Friday nite but i forget steps while dancing coz its like so rush
and i cant rmber at all so was pretty nervous.

i wan to thank all this peoples.
- Irene JieJie
- Celine laoshi
- Yibin
- Carmen
- Geraldine
- Fabian
- Mr Having fever
[its in random order]

Thank carman treating my Strawberry Pocky bcoz its our secret she know i know.
and thanks Mr having Fever let mi discover things dat i din know too..
and his mini surprise for me.HEH
i really love it. and the 77th street bottle.
YESTERDAY
Went to watch "ALONE" with mr having fever at cenei leisure
played pool.
went Hk Cafe to eat with Mr having Fever & saw Carmen and geraldine
while buying tickets kaishan saw me.such co incidence.
wish u xinfu with ur aiai huh.

Today
woke up kind of late 3pm din eat anything so daddy bought mi to kovan to eat porridge.one of my frav place dat daddy use to bring mi.
he ordered LALA for me.its damm nice
Monday is ber's Bday but she may be working so 4 of us going out tmr.
Mr having fever , Ber & Aijie[long time nv c her liao]
morning will be going over Badman place 1st.Heh

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2007-07-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
170707

Sometimes its not dat i don wan to say out to u
i noe u don like asking because its u
since u claim dat i noe u so long and i also know ur character
not dat i don wan to say i don feel like saying
saying out it will only hurt myself.
its ok im right again
im always right k. i always so guai lan ok?
i told u everything yesterday night. ok already?
i had a BROKE UP
BROTHER going in woodbridge for real.
with all this i nv told u one now i tell u ok?
nvm i dont need anyone to understand me
i don wan make my burderns to trouble no matter WHO it is.

at this moment i miss him.
alot alot.
Guess wad ? HAHAZ
1st : i LOST HIM.
2nd : JJ 18th july is going in Woodbridge Hospital for real.
3rd : Qurrals with yibin.

God please lead me

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2007-07-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

MONDAY

2 more performances to go.
woke up lonely again.
hp was quiet.
got some money from mummy so i went out for a walk myself.
get some stuff for myself.
dats wad i can do ba when i got nth to do.
found my hairband dat i wanted long ago but just cant find.
i went to peirce a ear hole today.
at power9 the jiejie there i know help mi peirce.
the top part of my year.
there is reason why i peirce but secret.

oh! i know irene jiejie why peirce ear hole le.
but don worry jiejie i peirce not bcoz wad u told mi
i peirce bcoz i have some reasons
i think before peirceing and tatooing its always must have a reason or memories b4 u do it.
reason exclude [ i want it or i like it or even trench]
with all this reason u do it its worthless.

woke up today and realised why i ahve a deep down running nose voice
when i don even have a running nose or stuck nose.
now stil have hahaz
was changing my arm was not recover its like tearing pain.it will recover no big deal.

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2007-07-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
150707

i never slp for 2 and a half days le.
totally nv slp at all.
i cant slp seriously.
my head is spinning now.

yesterday nite was told to rch sch at 8.30am sharp
i din sleep at all so i i wan to occupy myself i pack my clothes
threw alot away those i nv wear le.
at 7.30am i bath
while bathing i had a fever i felt so cold i shiver inside.
head spinning.but force myself to get there by 8.30am.
anyway i rather go do something den nothing to do.
i felt so lonely hahaz.
thanks carmen and geraldine keep supporting me.
i was so nervous today before i go stage and its like very
they know why la partly i nv get to slp and partly other things.
dance till like 4pm.
after dat went home nv rest oops everyone pls don scold me!
i bath den i went out again.
till now 11pm.

when i go out mummy went out with mi telling mi she go northpoint.
ended up? now 11pm i tot she is at home
i reach home guess wad A EMPTY HOUSE AGAIN
felt so empty in me.
seriously i just don know la things suppose to happen nv happen
things not suppose to happen it happen [ARGH!]

oh my watch broke again.why things just nv go smooth.
i felt like giving up everything.

anyway bro i don noe wad i did to piss u off den.
called u , u were slping yes but i called u like a day ago
but ur hpis off as u said low batt.
so as i only can call and so coincidence u are sleeping.
how on earth i know u are sleeping?
say until i force u kaoz.
im not pissed seriously i tired of getting angry ended up ppl leave me.hahaz
anyway i don noe wad make u got fire up den as i nv do anything to u.
i nv expect ppl to understand mi
but did u put urself in other ppl shoes before saying me?
frankly speaking the tone u talk when there something u don like or unhappy.
u ownself c bahz. im not tired of u or wad.
just i don like ppl to misunderstand mi nothing and even deeper for nuts.
but anyway thank for accompanying mi tonite.
until u are fine or so den u find mi ba.i did nothing wrong only dat day with edison.
after dat i confirm i nv did anything den.
im here to clarify myself =)

now im left back alone again hahaz.
wow.perhaps ppl say amos u're not useless or brat.
but ppl oso say ma if u are so good why all this happen?
yup i think i have a problem. let me get punish with the emptyness

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2007-07-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
140707
[Edited 5.05am]

hahaz.
went some place and let it out today.
but ppl say let it out will feel better but chey its rubbish
it nv felt better at all.
ended up? i get myself a very heavy headach.
dats pain.till now gonna eat medicine liao.
oh ya while heading to dat place this uncle i wave for the cab stop.
i guess the uncle is in bloody bad mood.
for nth i say go by highway turn left den go straight can go highway.
ended up? for nothing he scolded me
saying : boy u think driving so easy huh! kan ni nabei chao chee bye get off my car!get off!
IM INDEED BAD LUCK.
i already like that le den got this in the early day of mine.wtf.
i get off and slam his bloody door and walk off.
ANOTHER TIME i was wandering ard alone in the middle of the road and waiting for another cab.

did a tatoo today.
cost mi 12 bucks. i will always replace dat tatoo there.
as its a thing to keep mi memories.
silly me? no i dont think so at all.its my choice.
[things may change but a place is always there waiting to be refill again].
next gonna peirce my ear top part soon
my tooth i dont know its my wisdom tooth dat cause mi pain.
dentist is not free till wednesday so gonna wait till dat day den.
meantime ate tons of pain killer.
tmr perform at a memorable place again.hope i can give my best den
as i have a part of solo tmr i mean dance solo la small part only.

hmm well i would wan to clear myself one thing is dat.
no matter wad circumstances i would like to let everyone know.
mi and her pass is pass.
no matter how closed we are now we wont be together for sure
need not say much.
if its something wrong abt mi she wont my even my good closed fren already.
im my eyes she is always perfect yes no doubt at all
BUT perfect in the way she has been good but how ppl treat her?
simply dat not to claim anything at all.
but yup this is actually all it means and wad i meant too.

yup.i don noe wad to say.
everything din go smooth for mi had dat taxi uncle scolded mi nabei chee bye chase mi off the car.
at nite went home my baby guppy died T.T
haiz.wad must i do?
play GB to pass my time play halfway got DC as internet expired
GOD is dat my punish? LOL

oh ya hated ppl don belive mi and even CHECK ON ME.
WTF?! serious piss mi off den.
i see ur true color.
dad change taxi le no more brue brue taxi to sit liao.
i still prefer the brue one hahaz

anyway wad i can do now nothing much ba
i tired my best but same thing above wad i said
a place is always waiting to get refill well not unresonable its just my own choice.
no matter wad happen next to mi again but a place is always there.no change no faded.
at least not to loose him but support him this is wad i can do le
shld not give anymore stress nor pressure[pls im not in sacastic manner lor]
study hard lor got kick out go army jiu die le.
work & study hard!
AJA AJA![jiayou in korean]

the tatto at my leg

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2007-07-12T11:55:00.001-07:00

FRIDAY
130707

Its friday 13 . bad luck day.
well perhaps its really bad luck as something happen to me.
but i wont wan to say out to make ppl worry.
Jiejie commented me ask mi catch my breath when im tired.
and etc but its really hard to catch this breath.
i felt so emptyness.
i felt so lonely.
noone is there for mi.
haiz.but perhaps its my fault.
i nv treasure at all i guess i tot wad i did was right and good for him last time.
but now? its all gone.

i just finish my performance
on the way home in train den bus im so lonely i just felt like i had no one.
i just reach home and felt another empty in me.
no ones at home at all.
mummy know i 7pm got performance but she today cant make it as she got work.
but normally she would msg mi" GOOD LUCK SON JIAYOU ORH!"
but today she nv msg mi at all.
after performance
yanting parents were there for her.
JoJo parents where there for her too.
and im left all alone.wandering ard seeing ppl and envy ppl.

i reached home no one at home no food no drink
and my tooth is still real pain.pain till i wan to cry out
its like melting kind of pain.
but ya hai..
nth much to do so i went to his blog and read every single entires he blog b4.
and realised his really putting alot of effort in the pass but i din see it.
im such a useless bastard or even Brat!
all he does is asking mi not to worry or apologising and asuring mi something.
im almost all the entires.
perhaps i would have a confirm answer for myself which is
yes im in fault! i apologised but there is no point im apologising either.
coz everything is not the same.

Saw one entry dat he written alot of sorries pls forgive me.
-while reading i told myself : silly of coz i will forgive u
Saw another one says : swollowed ur love
-[suddenly make mi think back those excatly sence which happen.]
*i don care wad ppl thinks but i know wad i mean*
Saw another one says : i should earn much money to give DJ luxury when his out of army.
-[perhaps there wont be luxury for mi already.neither if there is i also dont want i would rather give him luxury]
Saw another one his sick yet brought mi home.
-[ended up? wad i done for him?i just fall aslp and nv even msg him if he has rch home]

im a real bastard brat.
i hope there is still a chance for me really.i really hope.
but i think there wont be any le.
if u don give mi one chance its ok
i understands i put myself in ur shoes and really i think im not even FIT to let u have all this treatment from me.
my performance is finishing soon and there will not be anymore i think.
i told myself 263 will always be in my heart no matter wad.
raining or sunny but by my own jiu hao le.
i will ownself celebrate 263 every month myself.
no other meanings or intentions
but this is really a very memorable and waking up day for myself dat i din cherish yet i destroy it by my bare hands.

if there is a chance i would want to return to 263 and cherish once again
and no bad treatments from me but its too late.
haiz well its my blog im crapping to myself.
hating myself day by day!

God pls punish mi thank you

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2007-07-10T22:52:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
110707

Realised actually someone encountering same as me.
who is my closest one.
really same thing i got to say in my eyes u're perfect real perfect.
he dont treasure u wads e point?
after july23rd u can let it go already
lets go drink till we never satisfied.
inform mi when u're free

女:

我曾经以为那是一次潇洒的邂逅
所以我一直相信能够轻易说hello
抱著游戏的心情
考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己有没有这种能力

男:
我必须承认不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地

男:
是你决定我的伤心

女:
是你决定我的伤心

合:
如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你

男:
是你决定我的伤心

女:
是你决定我的伤心

合:
如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你决定我的伤心

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2007-07-04T11:46:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
040707

i hope things do change i really hope so
all i wish is abit of change.
this coming Friday & saturday performance at Square2
singing on friday nite & dance
dancing on Sat

ying said im bones now.i guess to i wan to grow fatter and fitter!
seriously
after dat sick i recovered from i thin down alots
we went back to the past when we are in secondary its so damm funny.
coz we saw our pass pictures its so errr..
now? we do change really alot.

have a LOOK on me!

Had donuts i bought myself
lor mai gai & a cup of chilli crab cup noodles.as i din eat alot in the day time.
im going to body build myself again!
ma mood jiejie don worry too much
im still the same thinking alots but i hope thing change bah
anyway i love dat luozhixiang hairdo on edison today
he came down to look for me den.
yup bro he came down den so i hope it will be better from now on bah.
brother pls take good care of urself k
anything just call me i'll go down look for u
need anything tell me too

both ppls are sick brother and edison both having fever!
recover flashing soon k..

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2007-07-02T11:15:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
020707

back to my own warm hut to update for myself.
went to MSQ with bro(yb).
went there too to occupy my time.
did nth much played pool and today i was really sucks.
bro said :"hey wad happen to u today?"
well same old things
im enlisting soon i think actually i really wanna get a job and occupy myself.
at least its a healty thing to do.

Bought a shirt from Zara its expensive but its nice as i dont have much shirt.
as there is promotion 3rings $10 so mi and bro bought the same one
decided to wear the same ones.
spend time from 3pm-9pm
took 171 to bro old house as he needed to take things.
i don wish to go home early to be alone.so i acc bro all the way
and he decided to come over to my place to stay.
spended my day roaming ard.

i nv ever think or treat not as a humman before
i do also know u did have feelings too.
but like bro says if his mission failed or etc he have a good control and calm character dat helped him.
perhaps things happen to him i can understand abit.
sometimes its always good dat parents are ard u although they may seems annoying.
Perhaps i do not have all this as strong as bro has.
i just cant stop but feel my heart pain & sour.
even when im buying my tops in Zara and etc.
bro asked mi to give him more time as he may not understand mi dat much yet.
wad he said was true too
i mean him. bro knows mi longer so no matter wad he says it weight heavier.
its true but from my view its only 40% true 60% its all depends on myself.
when i hear ur voice on the phone its just like one word to describe
which is [miss]
but i cant ASSUME things as fact was there.

u hated my last min.
did u put urself in my shoes?
nv fail u ask mi to put myself in your shoes everytime.
i did it once this time
do u know how many times u gave mi [last min]?
auntie finally went back.u din even tell mi when she is going back and etc.
or ur plans.
how do u expect i know anything?i don wan to know anything either.
as everytime i wanna do things ended up? *cough*
u think everything is happening so Dramatically.
to u it may be dramatically.since it is why not just say CUT?
im not saying u cannot say wad u want of coz u can.
but i belive words and phrasing and always be better.
its all depend on how one is expressing.it can be a fine one or it can be a hurting one.
this few days u put the initiative to Check on me.
why must it be this few days den put in the initiative?
JJ taught mi 2 sentence when we are brothers

1st: no complain but understandings - i did alot even u're busy with ur family and etc i din blame much.

2nd: Dont regret when things are done. and face ur consiquences be it its bad/good.

one thing i would want to say out loud deep in my heart.
i really feel even more pain and hurt after reading dat.
he says:isit only celebrities have the right to neglect ppl and nobody else?
[if this is mentioning at me. below is wad i will said]

im really hurt REALLY.
i know u are hurt too i guess at least i say wad im feeling and wads on my mind.
but i nv said things dat are pericing like this.
even actually there is more dat i can say but it simply not a need to say too.
im not as mature as may wad outside the society maybe
but i doing wad a 19yr old guy shld be doing.
not meaning u're childish but felt dat somethings like u said can be avoided.
but this particular sentence makes u actually din apply wad u said at all.
so was the point u saying dat to me everytime?

jiejie read my blog as i rch home i check my friednster.
jiejie commented me.
we may nt contact or meet much but we are observance and most importantly
we are Sensitive to each other.
God pls lead me

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2007-07-01T12:39:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
010707

Its been emotional days for me.
alot of things is not i expected or belive in
i cant slp at nite altough ppl tot im maybe slping.
im resting on bed but i just cant slp
Memories & Flashbacks keep rolling in my mind.
cant stop thinking at all.
think till 7.30am in the morning.

went to prepare and pack my bag
went down to sch at 9.15am.
got notice dat only 6 of us dancing kinda shock actually tot i need not dance so seriously coz its wild eyes.
but since its a small group today i got to dance big and nicer.
pull myself to get the performance done.
even when im dancing i got FLASHBACKS dat the 1st time i performed there.
someone din feel well yet there to support me.
and accompany mi rehersals last time.
heart felt sour now even more sour.

today bro came dwn to c my performance im really very tired.
besides my mood and everything im physically tired.
eyes cant stop closing.
but i don wan to be alone bro brought mi out to movie at cenei
and we had dinner at pizza huts at PS.
starting of the movie im dozing off tons of times.yet i still again pull myself not to slp again.
now its 3.50am and i haven got my slp yet.
just cant slp.
u may think most of the things are actually still the same.
but actually its not.
i miss alot of ppls.JJ is one of them dat i missed most.

today performance saw laoshi when i face her and etc
i din know wad to say but remain silence bcoz my mind without fail thinking alot of things dat i don even care ppl dat are ard me.
brother yb told mi things too.
today i realised all along his been thinking the same thing as i do.
really the way he said is actually wad im thinking.
shld i let go? its really hard to let go..my heart besides sour i felt its tearing painfully.
never fails when i blog or think abt things my eyes are always red.

took cab home today.
head feel very pain and heavy eyes pain and teary.
realised im alone at cab.its just like im alone at somewhere stray.
i felt like asking help from passer by and tell them
i cant take it,can anyone help me?
feel like breaking down.maybe a guy its abit too much to say all this
but let mi say things in my own blog.
i will make myself occupy and busy from now on.

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2007-06-28T10:57:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
280607

Tmr's Daddy's Birthday
HAPPY BIRHTDAY DADY!
we're bring him out tmr..maybe i'll sing for him?
i belive daddy always love to hear mi sing
mummy & korkor too
they are always there for me.

anyway ytd went to lavander
shits.i cant take back my refund money on the spot they will
credit to my bank 3weeks time.
went to bank and also got my new BLUE Debit Card [happy]
nite went supper at chong pang 7 had beancurd there too.
din noe Sasi and curry will turn to BRUNING in ma mouth.
hot like shit
glad dat my troat is getting better!
hope it heal soon.

yeah.brother binbin buying mi Donuts!heez
hug him his always been there too love ya
hugs
kor bought mi a t-shirt too[smiles]

today had some misunderstandings.
i calm down and think abt myself before thinking abt others.
and i realised yes i do care
and his fren asked mi to cherish yes i did.
no matter wad i would.
but wad did i do wrong?
im tired of settling all this again and again
am i the reason dat cause all this again and again?
i felt like crying.but after thinking wads the point of crying?
yes i can cry like nobody buisnuss but [wads the point?]
everytime when im down i will think back all the memories
about how i builded myself up
of coz my family and fren did support mi
but with tons of support and love i don care abt myself equals to nothing at all.
i really feel like crying but i hold back myself again this time.
i been through this much a 19yr old guy.
i belive jiejie read this sure know wad i meant coz she know wad i went through.
of coz this is not a excuse but who will know how i felt?
i feel like settling and talk properly
But i felt dat im tired.
besides this and other things.
serious im tired real tired.
u may think dat its a small issue why must i make it big.
im not making it big just my thoughts in my mind.i found u a close one of mine.
i always like to act as a kid and rely on ppl dat i can find.
just like jiejie i wan to cry or i want to talk to she is always there.
how mature am i , i just want to rely and hope somebody would hug mi back and hold mi there and support me.
this time while blogging my eyes are red again.
my heart feel sour
my mind is upside down.
a song lyrics dats in my blog
i would like to ask ppl who are closed to me.

lyrics :

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away

alone at cityhall

ma Go debit card

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2007-06-25T13:22:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
260607

just feel like blogging
after passing though.

im proud of myself
[outsiders who thinks dat im proud so be it]
i don give a damm on it.
continue to be plastic coz plasticness don work on me.
i only live with trust and truth ppls.
perhaps ppl may thinks dat its childish of me
but HEY its ma blog.
mind ur own problem den.
perhaps u got more to say den i do but maybe u do not have a blog but u kept it in ur heart.
but its ok
at least i slp peacefully at nite.

im really proud dat having 40Degrees fever yet i complete my performance.
well not bcoz of someone who called mi and asked mi down.
but its the WILL of myself and i belive in myself
i belive everyone do have their own comments.
but i don care at all bcoz im simply numb all i do is perform coz performing its my life.
i get the chance to perform? i simply perform FOR myself
i don get the chance to perform? i simply satisfied dat i performed before =)

Even its take my life i will do for myself and make myself proud.
need not proof to ppl need not show to ppl.
but this is wad im capable of
God can do any things dat he wants.
but Humman like us do things dat we are capable of
ur Kindness and Cares simply im numb.
im commited enough for no target and ended up i got trash =)
its ok.
i make mistakes i learned =)

PRECIOUS 3rd month already hahaz!
jiejie read this sure say again [goosebump]
but i guess 50% she is use to it already.
LOVE U PRECIOUS

Of course i love my jiejie too

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2007-06-24T23:59:00.001-07:00

MONDAY
250607

since 3days i've update.
to mi it seems bloody long.
im so sick & tired pls.
Yanz comment was true & fact and i agree.
2days ago.felt abit sick.
yesterday woke up at 5.30am as suppose to prepare and meet them
at AMK control.
but i woke up shivering like shits
my leg and hand were numb and cant even move.
den feel like vomitting.
so mummy & daddy brought mi to the 24hrs Clinic at ChongPang.

i really hate the farking doc to the silver sand pls.
he injected mi so long make mi pain like hell.
till now? ma arm was swollen.
its my 1st encounter dat my arm swollen after the injection.
donnoe wad did he injected after injected
i vomitted abit.
Fever 40degree pls.

after all THIS
i still went to the performance.
all i can say its dat.
please don think so much abt how my parent thinks.
i have a very good supporting system with me.
ppl asked mi down.and etc
so wads the point of asking mi "ok or not?"
damm Joke!

Seriously many ppl were piss coz they saw how i shiver on bed and numb.
yet ppl can say u will still have a bit energy.
oh gosh ok fine i go fainted its ok =)
Irene jiejie said was rite SK2
like precious said Elite to the Elite [hahaz]
Daddy bought mi fish soup.

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2007-06-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
220607

ulcer in the troat.. din feel good at all.
woke up with a dizzy head.
but i noe i was late as i don wan him to wait too long.
so woke up without waking myself rush to bath and etc.
i feel sick.perhaps ppl think im over reacting at times from the way
i blog and etc.
but serious im sick.just dat i nv show out.
no point showing out either.

went down to
Orchard
Marina sq
Suntec city
Bugis Juction
Bugis village
Parkway Perade

looking for white track pants and yes i found some.
but its ex and laoshi may not accept too so decided hang on 1st b4 i buy.

Precious leg don feel well again.
pain the whole day and im touched when he spended the whole day with mi all ard
just to look for pants for the sch performance.
with his pain leg.[i got no comments.]
all i got to say is really sorry.
After dat went to east coast for huiling bday.
went awhile den i went off.
his leg was pain still..waited for cab a long time walk and walk from mac
yet no cab with his leg pain.
he wan to go futher but i rejected and went back to mac to ONCALL cab.
but he said was expensive
yes i agree but its totally ok to spend money
even i will left 0 buaks i will still spend on u for this.
tmr u maybe meeting ur fren vinny.
if ur leg was ok i don mind u go but ur leg not ok and u told mi
may not even can walk yet? haiz.
as u wish bahz u can go if u still wan to.
but for mi i wont wan u to go den.but its ur choice

calling him for FUN i noe to join u all in the mj session?.
i don like bahz.although he may have intention or u wan to see his intention.
or simply just for mj wadever it is.
anyway just don like him involed bahz.
enjoy the mj session if u all have bah.

one person opinion[mistry person]
said don always be Xiong la if not he may get sian of it
something like this.
after hearing i don feel good at all.
not angry wad am i dat bad?
don noe how to discribe the feeling.
im sorry if i did make u tired of it
but all i can say is i care for u only.
SORRY

im off
a song i love so much and just nice
saw this song on tv too
Chris Gerolmo - over there

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2007-06-21T10:11:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
210607

i LOVE stage
of coz hope one day its ma own stage.
went back the fucking bloody sch to take my cert
3 of us went back together mi yibin and koren.
after collecting we went to otram park meet sam.
den together go vivo as they're going to vivo
and yibin and mi meeting edison at vivo too..

bought milo a Chicken BaGua
bro and mi went to causeway to eat and arcade.
by the time was like 10pm
he went home change mi went home change to
he went katong to play LAN
and mi went edi home to stay.
EXHUSTED! today rehersals.
tmr going all ard to look for white pants!die die must get one!
BrossFinger!

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2007-06-19T11:02:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
200607

Blogging time!
hahaz i can blog as normal already.
as i did a small surprise for jiejie
eh Hope she is happy!
jiejie i know u read ma blog
hoho!

forgot the time i woke up.
go in GE yeah finally lvl 36 so happy pls!
went to meet precious at 7.30pm.
without jiejie notice as she tot im in army already.
so yup followed behind den suddenly POP
jiejie surprise! hahaz.
after dat we went to eat Chinese cooking at the top level of far east.
followed went to Wisma bought a top from topshop
army green so nice!
on the way to Cenei saw a chowchow so cute pls!
hope i can get one soon.HOPE[BrossFinger]
went cenei bought a Charm for precious
he loves it!

HAPPY? nah not really but i see my hardwork for myself.
During the performance im trembling as i din perform singing for a period of time
dance im not nervous at all but singing im trembling!
but at least my mind told me not to! and im manage to tone down
and i DONE a Tremendous JOB im so happy and satisfied of myself!
of coz i can be better but i don regret!
hope jiejie and precious can see mi perform singing ONCE again.

Tmr meeting yibin and koren![happy happy]

BOUGHT milo a [i LOVE MOMMY] Singlet.

i love mommy

baobei

mi & precious

Pretty!

[the ChowChow at Taka]

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2007-06-14T11:56:00.001-07:00

THURSDAY
140607

Finally get to rest for partly half day.
but im still dead tired pls!
how rediculous to gain my energy back compare 1month to a day?

i wanna SHOPPING SOON!
its been quite awhile since i went out so din know wad to really wear den.
lols i agree with edi
today i seems gay pls! but too bad.
but anyway we went to ajisen at PS to have dinner.
irene jiejie mi and edi.
follow by to the famous beancurd shop ard which que super damm long!
OH stupid bloody lizard keep crawling by make mi freak out.

after dat went to Mr.Bean.
oh nice place but the toliet seems scary to me!
after dat went home coz jiejie got work so i wanna go hm early den.

Bought the dimension PPC for edi today.
aGAin nv fail him to nag at me.
but his happy anyway[LOL!]
Sneezing all day long sigh..
now his sick already.shld go visit him soon.
Recover soon k! Hugs

mummy got this gift from body shop the package look nice to me.

Mr.Bean

mi and ma beloved jiejie

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2007-06-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
130607

So busy this few weeks or say this month.
busy for like one month or 2.
Lucky i have a good supporting system with me.
Perform in quite alot of place bahz.
were to count from my 1st time till now.
im season! im not scare anymore! totally SAY NO to STAGE FRIGHT!
today alex was like so nervous but its his 1st time somemore
i salute him! his a break dancer.
i cant even break but only can do Freeze.
Freeze is one move of the breakdance so cool pls!

This month performed at:
Square2
Hougang Court
Hougang Mall
SGH

COMING UP!
Tiong bahru - im dancing&singing!
White Sands
Square2 again!
AND MORE!

oh im daddy of ma New born Guppy!.
mummy say it looks like tadpole but its not lar
can see the eyes and tail already pls.!
oh Issac bro going to army this FRI HOHOHO!
supposely im going in too but i got other reasons to defer for few months
who knows i can go in with brother(binbin) HEH!
Troat got ulcer!*prayHealSoon*
ulcer don last for more den 2weeks so yup by sunday hope its FINE.

DADDY IS COMING TO WATCH ME.[happy]

Brother bought mi 5ShinChan Movies from JB.
omg so happy Surpirse pls.but indeed my elder bro hahaz!
REST for now i need rest!
but i enjoy ma performance other things i just don care anymore.
RUHUA! LOL

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2007-06-10T01:58:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
100607

Read ur blog.
i prefer to type it in ma blog.
as msg i will type till insane.

u wonder u're wad to me.
let mi make it clear.which is u noe i noe.
no dounbt.and ma promise will nv break.
hope u noe wad i meant.

i noe u will forget wad u said everytime as in due to ur
memory prob.
but yesterday while walking u told mi abt ur plan which is
ok finish movie with kiba den u bring mi home and stuff.
BUT when we are having supper.
when i think im taking out ma money.
u said "how u go home?"
i was like " huh? i tot u said bring mi home..?"
den u was like "its expensive and stuff."
i wont wan to said maybe
but just imagine u are in ma shoes. u said u wan to bring mi home and yet u said its expensive?
ya i noe the cost.its expensive i noe.
but do u think its nice when i think u want bring mi home den say its expensive?
[to me]

if its mi seriously no matter wad it is.how much i left
its ok i would spend money for u just for u to bring u home.and wont even say its expensive.
becoz of this i felt abit dissapointed.
so why not just let mi go home alone since its expensive right?

-In cab i kept looking outside when i was talking to u.
ok coz u're felt sick. i understands.
but u din tell mi how u expect i noe?
when i been talking quite sometime u kept looking outside. so wads the point when someone is talking and the partner is not looking at him/her?
wad do u think i felt?
is this resonable?

-Today woke up read ur blog u said u went back slp.ya ok its alright.
saw ur friendster there is this forward testimonial. u forward to like kiba noel and vinny and etc.
if im not wrong the forward testimonial is like 10 ppl u care or something this.
not sure din really read it but ya something like this.
i went to c ma own profile and i tot u would forward mi too.
but eh? don have at all..
this MAKE MI THINK WAD AM I TO U TOO
do u care?

like u said why i always predict things for u when u nv mention anything.
u will always say to me
- i thought..
- i think ...
- Maybe u ...

why must it be all this?.
i felt super sick.
im tired of eveything beside all this
physical im tired too. im felt abit sick
and blank in mind.
i was at novana and felt just like closing my eyes and faint down.
and slp forever.even ppl cane to wake up i would have no feeling just wan to rest.
after think abt u all day long.
i was like if i voice out to u again i make myself looks kinda hush and rediculous.
but all this look unresonable?

hope u understand below:
we're differnt from ppl and i found u u accept mi and i accepted u too.
this is wad im glad.
and i don wanna like know more ppl.
i though only i noe and was kind of surprise dat kiba said to me.
u go cappage u will see more ppl u don like.
i was like oh ok.

and during supper.u kept on say the uncle is he ard.
the uncle u mention ytd.
den its really abit fan to me *no offence*
but why not let just have our supper happily and go home.
and hack care other thing?
dont u think its better?.

in BUS u sit with kiba
to mi its toally ok serious cos his ur best fren .
im relly serious im ok with it by siiting alone.
but without second thought u went to sit with him but not me.
if it was mi i would tell u i sit with ber if she is ard.
but since u automatice went to sit with him.
den dat shows ur 1st thinking is sit with him.
after awhile den u come infront sit.
there is nto a need already serious.
and u sit on my blue black leg.
ok u might no see but dont u have abit of alertness?.sorry
but sitting iwth kiba was totally ok.
but i hope to get respect from u

this time im lost im tired i feel i lost everything.
sorry.
a word for myself ifi got money i hope to visit a heart doc.

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2007-06-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

080607

Pespiration is VERY DRAINING thingy!
and i have that! SHITS.
ANYWAY my 2 babes went to GROOM ALREADY
so handsome now!
MILO & SUNDAE

ytd went vivo with edi shop ard.
bought a bed for milo!
and each a TOP
cos mi total abt 90bucks.!
but its ok
Totally worth spending coz i love them soso MUCH to the silver sand!
after dat went rehersals for 1hr den rush hm to see my babes.
edi cook fired noodles at hm for mi and mummy!
thanks!taste hmm can be improved!but its nice though.
after dat selp at ma place.

woke up warm up ma voice
prepared went to vocal lesson
follow by laoshi went to judge so i look after the whole entire sch my very own.
but edi came to acc me.
till like 8+ i think.
din notice the timing.had own rehersal in the sch with jojo,fab,yanz & kim.
noone is in the sch come to think of its abit ERRIE HAHAZ!
rehersals till 11+
bro fin work so he fetch mi to supper
was playing lappy away anyway.
i LEARN FREEZE so happy pls!HIGH HIGH!!

FREEZE! FREEZE!

BOB & ME

MILO IS FAT NOW! HAHAZ

MILO & HIS CHUSION

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2007-06-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
060607

IS MY EXPECTATION TOO HIGH/HUSH?
but i would want to claims dat i do not have any expectation from anyone.
all i wan is a happy wonderfull enjoyable time.
i cherish the time with anyone who im with.

Its not i wan to blog abt this but well perhaps no one really knows accept
ber & sarah and they are not there
i would rely on my blog.

u reply slow yup its totally ok.
but sometimes i really hope the reply was fast but *sigh*
Reading Forum Replying Forums is dat consider busy ppl?
will someone pls tell mi.
im not being sacastic But am i so rediculous>
i think im not at all.
u reply slow bcoz u was reading forums and replying forums.
hahaz.i got no comments.
this is the 1st time i no nth to say.

Came over in the morning. u was eating away the food u bought.
did not buy for mi its oso totally ok too! like wad u said i din call mi ro ask mi buy wad.
yup true.BUT
like wad mummy told mi lasttime.
u noe why mummy buy things for u when im out?
its because mummy got think of my son think of u.

[yibin]
i remeber we go cut hair at kimage his late as usual but its ok
i hate ppl who are late but its ok his my brother.seriously its ok.
but he came and bought mi SweetTalks although id on really think dat
but he bought one for mi when his buying his at his place which is so far.
no matter its tasty or sucks but i drink it as it touch my heart dat he my brother
think of mi when his out too.

[jj]
his use to go thailand.
his a blur and forgetfull person i can say.
b4 he abard the plane his sms mi wad i wan but i really don noe.
but he rmemebers me too
but of coz he not only buy for me but his other brothers.
BUT he buy for all of this brothers.

[irene jie jie]
she know im enlisting soon for no reason will sms mi
take good care and miss u
*a sweet and short msg send by her but not a forward msg*

is all this EXPECTATIONS?
i don think so.
serious dat time im at AMK hub i was in SPADE buying th white pants.
was think of buying u one too but too bad i really have no enough money already.
so i din buy.
but i think of u.no matter do u need the pants or not
but the CARE was there.
so wad if im broke i left with just dat amout of money i will still buy if i can.
i don care at all weather do i have money.

IM NOT A KING NOR UR BOSS NOR ANY BIG SHOTS.
u need not do wad i said and i nv expect u doing so neither.
wadever i said den u come and do so WADS the point?
how perfect u do no point.

sometimes i wonder
i really wonder wad i've been thinking its true.
perhaps i think its true den.

i do have some wishlist for u in my mind.u nee dnot know.
but i guess i can delete off dat wishlist from myself.

its 6.05pm im going dance lesson soon.
its been excatly one week since we quarral.gosh.
forget it ba.
i heal wounds myself.
sorry for saying this but this is for myself.
my heart is really pain and sour
alot alot.feel like crying but cant cry.
im out!

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2007-06-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
040607

DAMM RAIN!
suppose to meet preci 12pm at sarangoon.
end up i overslept so reach serangoon at properly 1pm+
jojo told mi the place.LUCKY if not i wont now how to go though.
totally love the place
so Exotic birds they have pls! wonder how much they sell
but yup rainbow fisshy is super ex pls.
ended up went back to auntie shop. bought some couples of guppies.
went to chong pang!
bought a tank cost mi 9 bucks gonna save up!
but i may want the 38bucks tank to put in ma room.
but see how considering 1st.

we went home after dat.
waited mummy come back so mi preci niz and mummy went to velocity
to find brother.
went to find eve & fer too.
mummy bought one top.
after we went to Han's to have our dinner!
DANG DANG! the food sucks pls.
i prefer the last time i ate when i was small
the STANDARD DROP TONS TONS!

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2007-06-03T11:20:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
040607

Sunday Sunday dang im just bored.
tml gonna b Monday
[~Monday Blues]
woke up at 3pm.
Preci woke up at abt 5pm i think
yeah yeah same thing i gonna tell u.ur mind don feel tired.
BUT ur body is tired.

Bathed went to deposite money at 925
went 7-11 get ma Grapes! love it
went home.waited for dad & bro to come back as
we won some bucks from horse racing.
going for late night dinner at s21
so yup just came home which is now 2.26am
Bro bought mi whole lots of tibits
so SURPRISE by him doing so. But yup HAPPY!
love ma starberry Pocky.

small Mochis

Tibit bro bought for me

ma missmos electrics

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2007-06-02T12:14:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
020607

Fast gonna go im enlist this few months time.
this month 3rd month coming!
don noe how long will LAST but at least i enjoy the times & moment.
we know wads the ending may turn but we enjoy.
although qurrals and arguying occurs.
but no fight no bondings too.

anyway ytd dance super messy.hate it at times. why ppl would forget steps
like TOTALLY? [-weird-]
went supper with bro niz and bro's fren who works in fila.
went AMK for stingray.
on the way home near ma place.
there is this road with many Stray doggies many of them.
but only 2 ytd. sitting infront of the road bro car was honning at them.
yet they slp on the floor DANG!
wasted like 15mins but the dogs are sooo cute!

Play GE last nite only slept like 2hrs only.
meet precious at town.followed by precious brother(bin)
we went PS to eat abit den went to collect tickets from GV
as i bought tickets using ma Visa card.
watch the [Pirates of the carebean] oops wrong spelling but wadever la.
not bad but overall some parts kinna gross to me.
precious felt sick after dat.its too freezing inside.
so i hold his hand den.
after dat went to meridian to eat Stingray again! HAHHA
so heaty pls! gonna eat some deswell medicine and drink more water!
finish eating went to Kpool and play.
oh my skills improve i think. HEEZ
oh today saw quite number of ppls.

SAW: BRO[Thengz]
Naima
Eugene
WeiHao

so co-incident den.
im dead tired update soon!

The dog dat blocked us from driving at 2am!

ma GE characters

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2007-05-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
310507

felt was a good day to slp.
but feel like doing more things.
slept till like 3pm.
woke up wander ard like a ghost in ma house.
last nite precious said may come over coz near novena.
ended up coz of HEAVY RAIN not coming.
cant blame him.
but serious im kind of unhappy but not coz of him of coz.
but make mi think back the same incident i had with JJ.

i was deeply sick dat time Diereal 6times,vomit 3times & a bag of blood
JJ said his coming over to visit mi.
ended up? nv come coz he says " the RAIN just wont stop.so ya im not coming over."
todays happening make mi fall backs on dat previous incident.
sigh~

yup.bro(hc) coming over actually coz we wanna play Granado Espada together.
so happy lorz! coz im all alone in dat game
but i just deleted off ma charcter coz i wanna start a new one with brother.
now his downloading at his com.
mummy went down to buy Crabs and etc.
my full dinner is so damm full pls.
but ya okok lorz.
after eating still nth to do.
rotting the whole entire farking day!
tmr dance lesson at 7pm.
gonna teach issac ^^

Oh anyway i just feel not happy.
don noe how to describe it just maybe abit of angry and Dissapointed.
Every single time i dare to say after i said things den u do.
yes u did do things dat i nv said.
but most of the times im the one who said den u do.
just like a simple commenting.yes i noe ur frens comment u and etc u are replying them.
so no matter wad u did reply.
wad about mine? yes i give comment dat u need not reply.
u din even put the initiative to even comment.
and this is like the second or third time i said this den u do.
after i said u do. Totally no point already.
from now onwards even u comment mi or wad. is just bcoz i said this today!
totally have no point to comment from now on.

Simple example my brother yibin,yes i noe i wan to ask him out
so does he wants to ask mi out too.
but he commented me.makes me feel at least he noes and he rembers.
i can even just comment him a "HEHE"
he will still reply no matter wad so wad if it take few days later to reply.
but there is still reply.

SOMETIMES U THINK DAT MY WAY OF TALKING IS ARE TOO HUSH.RIGHT
WHY NOT DO THINK WHY AM I SO HUSH AT TIMES?
PERHAPS I NEED NOT CHANGED YES I WILL IMPROVED MASELF BUT NOT CHANGED.
COZ THIS IS JUST ME.
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.BUT DON ASSUME

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2007-05-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
290507

Oops woke up at 4pm.
ppl use to say good life.but pls la.
u can plan properly ur things to get enough slp.
if u're busy den so be it busy .
Cill me?nah im chill enough.

prepared went ard Yishun with preci and mummy.
bought a new hair straigtner so cheap!and good!
bought a pair GUPPIES to breed them i wanna sell them when i breed them.
i use to breed fish few years back so talk abt fish?
ppl who noes fashion and stuff i sure win u.
actually wanna buy swordtail but Guppy more nicer.
Neon tetra will be next of coz but wait 1st.
as it die easily.
went back to np eat and stuff.
till like almost 9pm.
mummy going to do passport tml with bro.
datz abt today.
oh ya im performing at Bugis Street next saturday.Cool!
Excited about it!

Neon Tetra

ma Guppies

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2007-05-28T12:24:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
280507

tireds not enough slp at all.
though i slp abit more after ma performance but still tired.
woke up at 11am.
precious came over.
helped him to draw the design he drawn coz his an art student of coz.
yup his cousin want to do ClassTShirts.
so we help to design to earn some Bucks.
Sorry for ma Throwing Bad Temper
Throw temper till anyhow say things out.ended up precious Raining.
Heart Pain when i see dat. But its over Sorry k

Preci went down with Niza to see the if the facial shop is open but its closed.
so they came back with Plastic bags off Tooth paste and stuff.
Prepared went down to AMK HUB.Along the way Drop preci at AJC.
ended up went to fish & co to have dinner.
Find Corliss too omg he thin down alot!
thanks for the food.
Went Messy & Spade bought
1Jeans blue Vest
1Top
1WhiteShorts
1Necklace
went to food court to eat again.
love the claypots there.
not the pots but food in the claypots lols.
finished eating
Bro Drove us to Safra to ktv.
as long time nv ktv but im use to on stage already.
i totally prefer on Stage singing and ppl cheer and wooing and clapping.
hahaz. nah not cocky.but if u wanna think its cocky
its ur prob.

im thinking of yangying fisshy hahas.
c how tmr may go get.

his killing the seafood pizza.Taste Great!

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2007-05-27T09:02:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
270507

DANG! 4.30pm woke up
but its ok.since i slp only like 1hr on the previous nights.
this few days temper seems super bad.
BUT i belive i wont throw temper when nth is there for mi to throw ma temper!
so accept who i am.
if not its ur prob.
Deal with it den.

Had ma performance saturday at hougang mall.
Suntec next! and i may be singing and dancing too..
today woke up so late bath went np to walk ard.
eat ma freav chicken rice.
bought Modoski Plush! $26 love it so so much.
mummy bought it for me.thinking should i get the white one.
coz actually there is white and black but i bought the black ones..
now going supper with mummy sis and bro.

tmr we MAY go facial together.over heard it c how it goes den.
other den dat i don noe where are we going but hope go town or vivo bahz.
morning precious coming over help him to do abit of the class T his designing.
if it go smooth he may earn 40 bucks.!
JiaYou orh!

pretty bois

Digi.Cam

bro(mi & thengz)

Yanz and mi

mi & Fab

when our makeup is done! Bro makeup Smudge -.-
but yup US AGAIN!!

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2007-05-24T11:29:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
240507

Blog for today coz its kinna BORED!
BOREDNESS
This sat performance
Next SAT SUNTEC.
BOREDNESS!

went to sch at like 4pm?started ma vocal lesson.
and im singing for performance.(Strokes)
end at 5.30pm.
7pm rehersals but meantime went to Square2.
as waiting for Precious to reach as his accompanying mi for dinner.
after his sch.
he rch at 6pm. so we went Han's for dinner .i simply love the enviroment.
took some pics but some bad quality yup wont post in this entry.
finish dinner at 7pm.
precious acc mi up back to sch.den he went home.
teached Kim to dance today.
Kim is my Runway partner.
i love dancing now coz im enjoying.
went home at 10pm+
bro(fab) din come today. i went home alone.
reach home at 11pm+.
bathed and etc cook ma ramen. im FULL now but yet i still feel like eating.
so mummy bought mi HALLO PANDA so COOL MUMMY i have.

Precious doing the FUCKUP QUEST in maple.
Zakum jumping quest. fuck GM.
Lols.
tmr going to a Aquarium Exhibition entry $8
who noes i might get fish tmr hahaz.love pets to the core!
ppl who know mi will see how many pets i have in my pass times.
i shall state them:
3 DOGS
21 TanksOfFish
87 Hamster
9 Silver Crabs
2 Purple lobsters
1 FireSalamander

i still wan as many pets from now on! love them.
tmr after going exhibition going to rehersals again.
Lucks!Gonna miss isaac soon June15 coming! MUAHAHA(evil laugh)

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2007-05-23T13:09:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
230507

its ma 160's entires.
anyway there are really few ppls i totally hate and feel annoying!
ppl who noe me noes who im refering too.
but anyway i don care.

Avril the 'Damn' song is seriously nice.
get it soon.
Sat Performance at Hougang.i think ma dance skills improve i love the way it is now.
But i will be better den i am =)

someone lack proper sleeps & meals of timing.
so yup time to let him rest well.
and study well for his exam.

Gonna SAVE up and EARN more! to pay ma latest hp bills 2months i spended 97 bucks.
proof im saving but of coz thanks to ma frens dat call mi so i enjoy the plan which is FREE INCOMING CALLS.

I dont now should i voice out but im a person who will so yup.
Days and month has pass starting seems real sticky to me.
even when im having like rehersals or lessons i feel someone was waiting for mi at home. or waiting for mi to finish up my stuff.
But now? Maybe its like stable? or better words to put will be "use to"
maybe u may say i think too much But i belive my thinking
partly u may not feel it.if u do den its great.
Although yes i noe wad u mean when u talking seriously i noe.
but an example which happen alot of times i would say one which is happen today.
asking me tmr meeting mi for dinner? but i have rehersals.
so i suggested come Novena to have our dinner.
coz by the time u reach its like 6pm? i have rehersals at 7pm though. so at least we can have a dinner together.
At Pass Times no matter financial is ok or wad.
u would just say OK i come DOWN.
maybe last time u din noe mi well.
so u Agree to come down everytime?
but yup.
since u're coming down but i felt dat its not so enthu anymore den.
i told myself 'maybe u're indeed tired i shall understand should not be so Rediculous'

Morning matter i wont forget but i will forgive.
but same thing yup u train till 85% i agree.
ended up? u continue yes i noe u got party but u promised u will stop at 85%
u came at 10am. played till 11.30am.
have u ever think dat am i really watching tv/slping?
i rest on bed realised my wasit is so pain. and u can joke and say "put sugar?"
yes its joking i understands.
but its a difference between MOOD & FEEL.
during talking its all about mood joke all u want.
but im feeling the pain and joke? its ok i noe u din have bad intention.
if u rmber u said u help mi message abit kind of like dat.
end up?Did nothing at all..
i told myself again "its ok he forget bahz lols."
but realised im going dance later on with my pain waist.
Everytime i need to request or remind den u do.its like even u did the meaning is not there anymore.
Automatic is wad i wan just like wad i did everytime
yes im not perfect but u headpain with no thinking of anything i pad ur head.
give u medicine and etc.
bcoz i noe u headpain.
no matter how major/minor pain it is i treat it seriously.
but did u? end up joke is the 1st piroty.
yes i accept ur jokes ur laughter and u craps and i enjoy.
but do u think its the right time when im in pain?
anyway its still pain tmr i have rehersals again.
but its ok.

perhaps im thinking way too much.blame myself bahz.bish*
amos pls wake up!i will and no complain but understanding
i will be better den i am.

anyway i love the necklace i bought for myself.Kind of vintage types.
simply love it!
ytd nite playing with ma 2 Precious Doggies.
saving up to bring them to a FULL GROOM.
i don care wad ppl say abt mi
Fuck care! why not let mi say this time.
Stop seeking for Fuck attention and say i copy u thanks.
and stop copying my hairstyle i cut short now! c'mon copy more!
SUCKISH SHITS!

Left(milo) Right(Sundae)

JieFu's Dog(BOBBY)

Irene jiejie's Baby Golden Retriver(Angel)
*one day shall have a dog outing!hahaz so fun pls*

ma vin.necklace its long!3 charms on it but one cover lazy to shift it properly.
a (Crown.Mistrykey&cross box)

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2007-05-21T22:29:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
220507

Thoughts & thoughts.
ytd was precious birthday.
Din go well but partly still fine.
went to taka SoulGarden to eat.nice

This 2 days has been a screwed up days for me.
even today the 3rd day i still felt screwed up.
wake up ppl are fake in ma home.
no comments.

I don like myself to be confused as i made my choice for my performance too.
and im glad dat i have settle dat.
other than dat i hate ppl to misunderstands mi.
some gals look at ma entires may at there lol
but nah i don give a fucking damm on ppl who say im a immitator.
when ppl use the word i used 1st.
so whoes the immitator? lols.
ppl are so proud dat one thinks dat ppl would wan to copy them.
and follow them. its just weird though.

Yes.u may say dat u're indeed happy with me.
had fun with me and etc i may have think too much.but all along u kept smile and etc.
datz all.if u notice i kept asked u why u so 'sian face'
ended up a reply ' nothing/headpain '
ok i noe u have a headpain a serious thing dat i totally understands.
but to me so call good fren of yours called u to wish u
its so obvious u are happy and brighten up.!
u may tell mi dat u just felt funny to u laugh so loud.But have u ever think how i felt?pass few hour eating and yea joke and etc recived a call and jump so high.
my words may be 'Kua.Zhang'
But just imagaine u're in my shoes.
u may tell mi tons of things like u're happy and etc even without the call.
Yes i belive But i wonder how am i going to accept dat.
maybe my heart is narrow den others.
Yes u may say i worth something to u.
so do u.but datz not something i wan to hear.
why last 2night i mention wah so stick to me.
u should know wad i meant.why sticking to me.
no words
no gifts
no spending money
But action dat makes mi feel so warm dat night.SERIOUSLY.
yes i noe i have faults by hanging up immidiately but maybe above stated why it causes.
felt like msging u when i wake up But saw ur msn OFFLINE.Wonders & Wonders.
i though u're sleeping But ended up?
everytime the bloody frendster Promted me dat u accepted NEW COMMENTS or stuff like this.makes know dat u woke up already.
and not online?
u APPEAR OFFLINE as USUAL? / u simply block mi 1st?
u may say i think too much BUT if u're me how u felt with all Thoughts above.

i everytime tell myself 2 quotes
1st: no complain but understanding.(is this quote usefull at all times?)
2nd: today's moments turns tmr memories.

i had to go cut new hairstyle as paretns requested.
and later on rehersals.
i wonder how i dance later on.
i saw one by one ppl online but just not u.
not Angry nor dissapointed.
but just felt -heart sour very sour.

oh one last photo
which he like and so do i!

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2007-05-20T09:29:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
200507

Mother fucker please!
wad the hell is earth turning too?!
dont feel well END UP? woke up calls by ppl
giving such tones dat as if
im a hack care person!
stop telling ppl who are u pls.when u don even worth!
im sick and tired of all this.
Fake ppl ard. Petting Farts ppl ard.
omgosh!u ppl spoil my entire day!

Miserable today.
no ppl ask mi out called ber she's out with aijie.
called jie watching movie.
call niza endup argh don wanna say..
so tired pls.
its my turn to throw all my fuck up temper out man!
asked lionel out but tmr he got sch.not going with mi.
FINE~ i don ask anyone to acc mi.
went town alone!to get things dat i wan.
after dat headed alone home from town to yishun.
lucky bro(HC) acc mi talk on phone.
BAD HAIR DAY! hair totally in a mess today when i was at town!
feel like just go bang a wall and die! and SUA EVERYTHING.

sis(niz) said 10-10.30 rch. ended up now 12am.
wow.i think im really good tolerating everything to the core.!
ask her to buy meepok.Tomatoe sauce & black sauce
Endup? all chillis inside!
ok black sauce without it im ok with it!
dont ppl even know wads Tomatoe sauce?! im Done man!
and ppl asking to mi Chills!

Gosh!
tmr? 2pm check up for army!
cant i have a break and do wad i wan?
have wad i wan?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
FUCK U ALL

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2007-05-15T11:31:00.000-07:00

MONDAY.TUESDAY
14150507

Damm Dammit!
blogging halfway? the net hangs wads wrong!
got to chill myself man!

slept only 1hr.
bro fetch mi and mummy to cnpb.
to have my checkup review.
going to have a futher checkup near NUS.
hope it turns out the way i want it.
with my spects no style of hair went to cnpb to put on an ~~censored~~.
went Vivo to have lunch at kim's gary.
saw a top super love it at topshop.
gonna save to get that!
bro fetch us back i went to bath prepared and re-MAKEOVER for the day.
rather den the ugly mi going to cnpb!

went town to kbox buffect.
suppose partyworld.air con not operating.
ended up in kbox.
after singing went to ma coffee place.
Coffee Bean!
after ma coffee time went home by train...
Ed alighted at bishan as i asked him to do so to meet Joel
im ok with it.no worries.
u noe wad i meant *winks*
watched abit of JustFollowLaw with niza and bro.
i think laozharbo acting not bad though.

oh Janice dickenson so bloody bitch.
i don even wan to dilebarate *spelling error*
i simply likes tyra.

today i wanna go aquarium to get fishy fishy.
ended up i slp at home almost whole day!
with ED too.
he came morning to get mi breakfast.
end up he slp i playing.
i slp he playing.. lols.

oh anyway Marchie cow change versions though!
the baby ones are cuter! much much more cuter.
ok im tired.
i mean kind of!
sis bought mi supper laksa!

tough day ahead
im tired abt it.
bro(thengz) recover soon argh! must earn money yang wo men hor! hahaz

Cows from marchie

some recipet we spended! gonna save up!

oh i love xiaxue rabbit

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2007-05-12T13:26:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY NIGHT
110507

Night went to Night Safari with ED & BIN
hahaz cant see much but yup its kind of like Wild life!
so cool! the Tram walk pass a path with water kind of abit deep?
Beware of crocodies!OMG Guess wad i saw one just right beside me!
Shock the hell out of me!
but overall fun Trip!

SATURDAY.NIGHT
12-130507

Counting notice so fast.
half month gone. boredness!

woke up at 12pm. prepared took longer time to style ma hair
meet ber at 2.45pm.
went cenei buy tickets 1st.
went to LIME SPREE ber bought bracelet and its so cheap pls.
its like 50cent?
Headed to LJS ED reach.
ate at there..den Bro(bin) reach..
went to CHAMBER. its so cool pls. hahaz im sua ku larh!
i must learn how to dota seems kind of fun *sweat!* hahaz

6.45 went to watch 28weeks later
the show is not bad to me.but im serious freak out!
ber so funny she's like taking the tissue paper cover her face!
and ask mi if i wan one too. wahahaz.
follow by PS MCDs
headed to train station took train to Bugis by the time was like 10pm.
ber went home.
ED Bin MI went to bugis find niza & mummy.
oh i was playing bro's PSP hahaz.
so enjoyable!

went to HK Cafe located at bugis.
behind Mos burger which operates till 6am.
treated mummy for her mother day!
the food is nice pls
ESP the wonton ginger soup so freaking nice!
total spend almost a hundred.

A BIG TOUCH from my dearest.
as he run from bugis to SUNTEC to withdraw money.
to let mi eat.as some reasons behind it!dat im fucking piss off!
his leg conditions not good yet he ran all the way there and came back.
no comments.
-Loves("V")

eat till 1pm.they took cabby home.
bro fetched us home.
rch home thanks niza hahaz helping mi use the eye brown thingy
help mi peel of my skin.
ur JOB is to peel of my skin if i tanned! hahaz
and ma JOB is to help u kiap ur long long hair!
DEAL? DEAL OR NO DEAL!
ok now its 4.45am already
DAMM!

-Ber & ED

-Bro(bin)

-Sis(niza)

-HKcafe

-HKcafe

-HAPPY MOTHER DAY

-Mummy & MI

-Mummy Godsons(BIN&ED)

-ElderBro Niza & Mummy

-Bro playing his PSP

-He just like to keep acting thanks huh bro =p

-Mi *side

-Mi *front

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2007-05-10T13:18:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
100507

sleeping soon but yet to slp
its 4.19am.
perhaps thinking all the matters in ma mind.
ED don think too much k.im alright.

Finish watching EllenTalkShow?
now Martha
this kind of life wont last in a month time im enlisting.
so have to enjoy the rest of the time i have.
its so fun mailing with Tyra its just so cool.
she forgot to do makeups and hairdo so rush with her assistant to an Action
ending up bidding a Jacket for his assistant though.
so cool pls.
found a video of tyra talking with Naomi Campbell and they are so call
Treats to each other? yups.
and i really admire her Honesty and how true she is.bcoz she belive in her instints
and she have a great supporting systems.
to me she is just so sussesful person and one of my fravourite Celebrities

i hope JFTA would nv b apart though.
but one have great future as we can see too and im happy too!
i got no comments for other things.
wad i got to said i saided.

its good to be a straight forward person
but pls do have limits too.
sometimes , i seen tyra talking to her models each episode and many more.
she tells them wad in the model industries and etc
and she is true she do have tons of FAME and she's famous
But she put on a good show AT LEAST in the medias and SO WHAT we know at times are fake?but its just so plesant even MARTHA & ELLEN
this are my fravourtie Celebrities.
Even Beyonce she use to Smile in a polite manner too!
this are parts dat i admire and i hope everyone would learn from them.

but yesterday i utterly dissapointed with my closed teacher
i just felt its simply rude to my mum then.Yes no doubt my mum is kiddish i ownself know my mum better den one else.
But she is still someone elder.
no matter wad management have change or confidentials stuff well its totally ok.
but i always belive there are tons of ways to express in a good way.
and not BELIVE dat this is just u or BELIVE u're a straight person.
well u can be like this for the rest of ur life.
but i just hope u're real.and seriously
hope ppls who are like this would slp peacefully.
just FlashBack to mi dat wad i have done past times and wad my mum have done too
its like not really much but everything we do are deep from our hearts
and we don feel sorry and don feel anything but
Dissapointed datz all.
but we do slp peacefully.
its ok if u DON CARE like wad u said.its ok
but i belive i dont care much too.Just follow the flow.
lucky i have a 2yr breaks.hope things will be good & stable by the time.

oh i realised SUNDAY rehersals!
Guess i just realised its MOTHER'S DAY
now im feeling like "God" is things going smooth for me?
am i making the correct choice? i hope its part of life im passing and hope things go smooth for this period.
after im in army i will save up and bring my fellow JFTA to eat.
i felt so sorry to my closed frens.
im pushing them away and etc .now i have to make my own choice to ask them out

Bernice my closed belive fren commented mi in friendster saying
"miss mi too.u're going army soon and i got no one to acc mi.
and watch movies and hangout." and many more!

Yibin my cutest and understanding brother i have who support mi all the way.
he said to me like " see u when u're free cos u have ur performance .after ur peformances u are in army already so SEE u when u're free."
donworry bro nth gonna do with u.
i just realised i shld have done something more worth it!
who things dat ppl recognised mi.
ppl who support mi no only for my hobby and TONS more.

Im very gratefull to have u guys.LOVE u guys alot.
EXCITED TML. going night safari with ED&YB
3 of us so cool and happy!
each and everytime think of the brighter side
Love it

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2007-05-07T11:34:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
080507

woke up at 2pm
prepare style ma hair
meet ed at town..bro is always late.
but its ok la use to it.
wait for him at far east.
rch ard 5pm lor.hahaz an hour late but its ok.
went to look for his psp! gratz gratz brother bought his PSP!
so cool pls.
alot of ppl may have but go envy pls.
gonna save up to buy one too cos my GBadvance is lost..BOREDNESS!!

after buying took train to NOVENA we went to united square
to eat in the SOUP RESTRAUNT.
service was kind of sucks though.
went to yishun see sister. follow by eat ice cream.
went to SAFRA was EX to Ksong!
so went to ma place.
Ed is like so enthu of maple story lols.
but yup. bro(hc) called mi a new game yeah yeah!hahaz
after dat elder bro fetch us to s21 to have supper its mi and yibin treat!
today like whole family.
mi.bro(bin).ED.elder bro.niz
5of us eat supper together so cool!
and oso how good if 3 of us hang out everytime.and hope one day all my bros like bin hc mi Ed go out so fun pls!hahaz
okok DREAMING-

after styling hair

took this at the ending of SPIDERMAN 3

so cool Cenei Leisure open a new outlet of NEW URBAN MALE

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2007-05-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
060507

woke up not long ago
went to meet jiejie and jiefu ytd
and saw jannie jie too
kiba came out so gathering for him excluding mi.
cos i was in town anyway so got to see him.

jiefu treat us to pepper lunch.thanks k
din know u have to cook yourself when the food comes.
after eating we seperate directions.
mi and edi went to find mummy at niza at cenei leisure
watch spiderman 3. i would only give like 3stars?
saw ivan korkor at cenei leisure too and his gf.
such a small world.
after dat bro fetch us home.
feel like vomitting and head spinning.
this periods i have been sick real sick and seems
not recovering well..on and off! hate it to the shits.

suppose to meet JFT to rehersals.but im sick!
end up i at home rest bahz.mean time will watch the MV of girls on top =)
update soon

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2007-05-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
040507

Finally went to sentosa!
rch at properly 10+
no SUN! dammit.
went to bath like abt 1+ end up the SUN came out1
so decided to change back to tanned!
and Finally im Tanned! HuRays!
too much things to say la.
but today saw alot of BOMBS on the train , sentosa and etc.

went downstair to get my lense and its not done yet! wtf
uncle robins says 2days end up haven done yet ! DAMM
hope by tmr got bah if not den too bad.
meeting jie jie tmr.
love ma tanned skin! its much more tanner den last time i mean nicer.!
but im going to be tanned soon anyway.
think of dat im so fucking bored.

my elder bro and frens seems like go in ok just go in
mi b4 going in seems so many things.
ppl ask why am i in there
inside very tough and etc!
Fucks pls..as if i wan to be in there!
its fucking irritating pls!
in the home now see who is more worse! sometimes my elder bro says till he got tons of things
pls leh i think im more worse den u so shut up!
but i belive how hard the most is sick or faint in the camp or etc.
but wont die la ..frens and etc don need worry too much la.
anyway 2years will pass just
PRAY & CROSS FINGER bah..no choice.

pictures :

(Sentosa)

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2007-05-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
030507

Bored Bored
woke up at abt 3pm.
called jie meeting at SAT coz jiefu not coming out.
bath went dwn to tget waffles for mum
and bought my tibits.
yup edi dismiss go home today hahaz
ok his back from dinner but im busy finding place to upload ma pics the way i like it to be.
no choice like wad he said
open another blog.
i haven been to the zoo b4 i go army
soon more trips!
and performances!
hohoho! i need to find time mi meet my brother binbin!
i gonna go eat now update soon!

WEDNESDAY
020507

im fuckin bored by see the dat pass so fast!
soon will be june15!hate it!
but i gonna do it.
must be a MAN

my BoonTongKee is cold hahaz
but its ok
no choice and finally open another blog to put ma pics.

ZOO trip.
edi went to sch to SIGN attendance den he took cab
to ma place.
i went dwn buy lunch for mum.
later on we took cabby to zoo which near my house.
excited! wosh!
too much to say la cos we walk almost every part of the zoo .
lols.
went to the little pony its so so cute pls
and i got to touch it hahaz hope can bring home man!hahahz
and ya 3 pig and cows and goats and etc
and omg the Sheep Growl like a HUMMAN if u notice!
edi and mi went through this portal something like this.
and its like u can touch the kangaroos
but i din touch it i scare i got box or flying kick by those kangaroos hahaz!
its like staring at us no matter where we're walking.
den lastly lols guess wad.
i pointed middle finger!

saw batch of crocroch in the reptile area and green beetles.
Scorpions and Frogs
the Crocodlies looks scary to me.
if i were to drop down i guess im dead =x
after zooing!
went to eat KFC so nice pls. coz we're hungry!
after dat went to night safari for shows and the restraunts there.
i simply love it pls!
and its near my hm who knows? u might find mi there just only for dinner!
oh ya and i had my ben's and jerry ice cream too!
yeah yeah!
prays tmr no rain coz we may go sentosa!

VIEW PHOTOS HERE

(ZOO.TRIP)

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2007-05-02T11:49:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
010507

Suppose to update on today which is 02MAY
but too many pics.so figering out
mean time blog on tuesday stuff den.

slp at like 5am woke up at 6am.
prepare bath rush down to AMK mrt to meet Fab Clement & Thengz
den jojo rch. they help us buy breakfast 1st.
yup took cabby to laoshi home.
ate breakfast. den start to makeup and style hair.
until 2.30 we left home.
laoshi drove all of us to the stage side.
oh the poster have ma FACE
HAPPY

we had such friendly competitor but lols.
no comments ownself know can already.
after perform
we went to have something like QingGong
at hougangs famous Chicken rice restraunt..order lots of food thanks laoshi for treating us!
JFTA if u NOTICE we are always together! lol.
Fab keep taking photo non stop!
gosh !

thinking of design tshirt for ourselves!
yup ok la tired! and abit sick.
gonna slp soon

look there is ma face.

heez

J.F.T.A

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2007-04-30T11:31:00.000-07:00

MONDAY
300407

its sometimes since i blog.
ytd had a very impressive performance.
walk with my model partner she's very pretty k!
the dance is so cool ytd..

after performance go back to sch.
all so tired coz we start makeup at 7.30am!
den had rehersals 10.30am ytd
den 2.30pm start performance at Square2 Fashion Show.
YUP.went home after dat very tired.
but went to walk ard with edi and mummy.

Walking halfway mum knock onto her Toes her nail broke.!
called dad , daddy arrived den drove to hospital
to dress up her toe. by the time rch home is 11pm!
tot i can go hm rest end up so late again!
went to have supper with edi later on.

TODAY 300407

woke up at 3pm.Rushing!
brought mom to wash her hair.
den edi came find mi rush to novena had dinner at MAC
but it sucks not nice today pls!
rch sch at 7pm. den on laptop surf ard.
rehersals starts den off it.
after dat rest ard play ard with laptop
and yanz too
issac took digi cam 3 of us took photos
ok here MANY photos of ytd and today

The Stage ytd with a runway dat we walked

JOJO FAB TENGZ AMOS

-JFTA-

MAKEUP

JOJO *TWIST*

DANCE

DANCE

My runway Partner

Mi & Model

Mi & Model

GROUP PHOTO

GROUP PHOTO

Tofee Ice Cream

Mi Yanting Issac

MI Yanting Issac

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2007-04-28T10:08:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
280407

just reach home not long.
its 1.36am now..just finish rehersals from Square2.
tmr its my performance day!
need to Dance for the fashion show opening.
after dat walking 2 times of runway and pose.
with my 2 kids. So excited. to walk runway.lols.

after dat 1st.May got to perform again and etc more.
tmr edi mummy and fer fer coming down heez.
today keep learning to walk runway so cool pls.
hope to do MORE!
tmr need to reach sch at 7.30am. den makeup and etc.
heard we gonna have another photoshoots tmr at Square2 photostudios tml.

Sch web is coming soon! got our makeover pics in there so cool.lols.
Tired is Tired la.But its kind of worth it cos im happy like Edi say.
but yup.

yup one thing.
i cant stand ppl who says " pls be originals and don copy"
when they're copying ppl.its so lame.for this ppls.
and a person name Anon wadever shits.tag me and say
i look like freak.not ger not boy.
oh well. do u think i even care?
THIS ppls are just to bored la.donevenknow den give comments.
as if they're perfect.lols.might as well go be God and change ma look?
or might as well u go do a ExTREME MAKEOVER for urself? =)

hope tml no more Naughty Boys from the kids lols.

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2007-04-26T23:20:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
270407

super dead.
freaking tired pls.but still ok bahz
just abit messy no comments.

woke up early bathed
Rush to mrt station meet edi
headed down to IMM go my bro shop bought the jacket.
HOPE can use dat for performance.Hope lor
after dat went to Ajesen to have our lunch.
went home alone.
edi go sch but FUCKING HELL.
his teamates say 12.30 ended up 1pm+ one of his member not there yet.
fcuk the hell out!

going to mask den wait edi come my place.
den nite Rehersals again!
Soooobs

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2007-04-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
240407

damm damm damm!
nv expect it to be so fast!
ytd went out to deposite money for internet.
den meet edi buy lots of stuff den go home.
bought mom her pinapple rice.
we ate indian foods.its so nice!but too bad don have ma sotong!
watched nite in the museum
but bad news!

im going to enlist at June15 at Selarang Camp.
heard dady says " oh dat came alot of ah gua ! " lols.
after eating went to edi home.
suppose stay over to have fun but mummy miss mi soso much.
end up slping halfway took cab home rch hm 4am+
during at edi home.he took care of me .cos suddenly very sick
till now still abit sick
his the 5th person who really took care of me.
sponge mi when i have fever.
thanks!now better le.

today suppose to go dance too.
really not enough strength to go down.
the moment i start to walk head like spinning.cant imagine how can i dance.
so decieded to rest at home.
shld know how to take care of myself too..
all ppl miss mi alot.
mummy daddy jiejie niza edi ber sarah all keep looking for me.

niza came over ma place den yup
kiaping hair for her later bahz.
now feel better le.
she went to kitchen cooked butter ham for me.
its so nice!

oh and oso i don need to buy makeups already.
coz our performance got hire hairstylist and makeup artist
to help us doll up.!feel like im a star hahaz

the process of butter hams

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2007-04-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
200407

suppose wake up at 10am den go IMM.
and up woke up at 1pm.bathed and prepare edi came over.
mi and him and sister go AMK HUB
to get mummy her DVD
let her see who is the bloody andy.
after dat went to eat.
OMG its SUPER nice pls.

after dat brother fetch us home.
send sister home.
bro fetch us home.
edi slepy at ma place till like 10pm?
went downstair eat supper den he took cabby home.
tmr wont be meeting.
got rehersals this weekends.Boredness!
but its worth though!

one of the photo we took ytd

this super nice Runway!

Roasted Duck

super nice seafood tofu!

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2007-04-19T10:28:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
190407

woke up at 2+
bath and kiap ma hair
meet edi go out don wanna be later again.
so yup.
anyway go out early when his at bukit gomak i went out.
slowly.take bus reach mrt bought newspaper and cross leg there reading newspaper.
not bad kind of relax though.

he rch went to find sister talk cocks.
b4 our appointment at kimage.
6.30 went to cut hair i quite satisfy with the style we got today!
feel bad for edi flich cos its gone.
but maybe he not xi guan but its nice to me.seriously.
went KFC.
since decades i ate cheese fries so went to eat.
after dat HEHEH went to take neoprints but dang! i forgot to take from him.
get from him soon so i can upload and show the clear pic of our photos.
loves^^

he die die wan mi BROG so i BROG lor.
got many pics to show but i gonna edit 1st
coz he actually did the MDWAV ma xiao ling
God dragon hand signs.! cool hahahz.

went to arcade to play since dacades i went too.
play one game and got this mei mei come challenge me.
as if i wanna challenge her!dots! end up she loose to me LMAO!
and she re slash her credit to challenge me.END UP i went off liao.
left her alone play there! Lols.
OBY!bleah

went mac.to wait for sis.
after dat edi took cab home.
bro fetch mi home.
brough sister and grace to 7-11 too.
k now its 1.41am.! edi got good news for me.
going down to eat supper ^^ im FAT already

SEE

GOSH! LMAO!
anyway wadever!

washing hair LOL

KFC

snap shots

edi drew for mi so cOOL

this is Edi .Cute rite? ^^V

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2007-04-18T13:21:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
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woke up super early for mi!
dammit! woke up at 10am.
bath and prepare daddy fetch mi and mummy to the dentist to
tighten my braces.
hate dentist clinic! but aiya its a place dat help ma teeth though.
MIAN QIANG say Thanks lor shits!
find sister at her shop.
den edi just woke up nia.12.30pm den.

din buy lunch cos don feeling like eating no food attract me.
went home cook instant noodles to eat.
same time play GB cos edi at sch.and im waiting to go training anyway
play GB to pass ma time.!
and guess wad i got many times knight today.

ooo..edi finish class
pls la wan see mi jiu ask mi go out meet u la.
don ask mi weather i wan go out or not lor. i noe ur patterns!
okok i noe im badminton CHILLS.!
head to PS rch at 6pm meet him ate dinner together.
den walk ard went spotlight nth inside all jucks!
headed to united square to get myself a big bottle of water.
den sitted at downstair ma music sch.
den went up today stamach cramp machiam like gals come periods.DANG!
but im ok now.
got to teach thengz how to dance on SAT.
but its ok la.
i got a understanding person
and only for this periods only.

Cheers k my ahem! HO HO HO

designed this banner kinna lame nth to do datz why.

on da way to dentist

This uncle stand as if his Singapore Top model. LMAO!

Here's ma knight! but i prefer dragon

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2007-04-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY
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slp slightly early ytd.
woke up 3pm.suppose to cut hair!
but end up my hairstylist is having off day!
dang!
going to cut of thursday den.

meet him at NP.
headed to AMK HUB
its almost fully open now.and its kind of cold in there
i will visit there more often as there quite number of things i wans to get
not really get la but can go there meybe its a new big shopping center
which is near my home.
rather den only NP or J8

went to Fish & co to eat.
kinna nice though.
went grocery shopping today hahaz!
just like husband and wife shoppin for home thingy lols.
i wanna get hangers! and more!
gonna go IKEA soon! after 29th april.
when we found a job we will open chalet soon!cool yea.
after that went home.
rch yis saw his god father.
i went to get magazines.
took bus home.
boredness~!

tmr trainings extended to 2hours
gonna be dead tired

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2007-04-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

woke up at 8am.
half awake bahz.edi bought breakfast over for me.
heez.

after that he went sch i did housework at home
mop floor and etc.
cos mummy was sick.
after dat went to prepare at 5pm.
dead rushing pls!
kiap ma hair already rush to get mummy dinner.
after dat headed to IMM meet edi.
we go to look for ma brother cos he wanna show mi some jackets new arrivals.
bought one! pure white with golden words on it.
going to get the black one soon!
But before that i need to pay my hp bils!
or else edi will kill mi.heh

went to Ojisen to eat i think my spelling wrong but well do i care?!
ate ton toro ramen and edi read my entry don luff!
ur tern terder terder ramen!
soft shell crab and etc.
by the time 8pm+ going 9pm.
waited for bro to knock off! damm freak long.
bought foundations for mummy.
wait till 11pm like that den sister came!
bro drive us home.
edi mi bro and sis went to S21 to eat.
the deer meet is so fabulous pls.
but the vege suck to the core!

oh at IMM 2 ladies ask us to do a survey
don wanna list anything out but ok edi i try to yup!
u get wad i mean bah huh. ^^
now its 2.30am already!

[its pics]

random pic

-enjoy-

ton toro ramen

chicken tempura ramen

Soft shell crab , chicken & curry cuttlefish

oh this fuckin disgusted BAO selling in the marts i wonder who will buy!
GROSS

Dead or alive? its DEAD looks alive huh!

saw this crabs its smilling if u notice

stay shot!

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2007-04-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

5.50pm 150407
just woke up. tireds.

lols. 140407
woke up at 2pm.
prepared!reaining super bloody heavy pls.
but lucky when i go out dat time it stop!
wahahaz.
went to Gio meet edi
den went to bought stuff for mummy and etc.
headed to my home downstairs rent our VCD's
MDWAV part.one
reach home mummy cooked for us
got 2 cod fish! pls its so nice.
watched VCd till like about 5.30am lorz.

went to slp already.
woke up ,edi gone liao hahaz.
he went home got sister coming home from overseas .
he wanna Grab some presents from her.

if don have all this we supposly at Vivo liao. but its ok though.
some items from ma shop is in my com already
but i just felt something is missing.
and yeap finaly i found it.While i was bathing!
i need another 2 Charms!Dang~

brother bin mood like not so good leiz.
donnoe why.calms!

b4 go out.

mummy's dinner

oh ya! guess wad i was designing blog ban and some things for edi
dat nite b4.
till like 6+am.
and tv was broadcasting ELlen Central park! its so cool pls.
its Beyonce Bday! she just so pretty!.
she did some live performance . COOOOL!

And Janice Dickonson i think.
she set up her own model agency.cool she is realy bitchy.
but all she need to is change her attitude
den ppl would reconginse her.and she is 60+ already.
still can mantain like this not bad already.
but she inject Botox!
>.<
Gud luck to her

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2007-04-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

tired!

ytd after dance went home prepare changed.
took cabby to his place.
bought tons of foods.
- 3pcs prata
- a pack of beehoon and foods
- roasted chicken noodles
all i eat lorz.

after dat went out at next day 2pm+
he go sch
den mi go home.
meantime bought donuts.!
i went home prepared
drenched cos was raining so damm heavy pls!
6pm went out to yishun mrt to meet edi. together go to town to meet jiejie.
actually wan to buy makeup and eye liner but end up today abit no money
so din buy went ktv.
sing till 11pm+
jiejie took cabby home.
oh ya she may have a golden retiver which is one month old only!
so cute pls!

Den edi acc mi all the way to under my block.
damm he saw something pls at yishun park
cos we actually walked home from train station to my block.
so smooky pls.
machiam like haunted town like that.
but on e way back werids
got ppl jogging lor and some more like 4ppls.
and a doggy.keep staring at us.

i edited lols.

snap shots.

the shop we bought donuts

edi draw this on his hand during his class Lols

snap shots